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The Forbidden Desire (Bucky Barnes x Fem. Reader) by LeviousShiShine
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"Steve... promise me one thing if I don't make it..." "What?" "Write to her for me and give her this." "Bucky..." "She was very upset when I was about to leave. So it wasn't a good time to tell her. It's in good hands with you." In 1942, the first time you met Bucky, you were in awe. The second time, he didn't even recognize you. When Steve got buff, Bucky was invisible and yet, you were still here, wanting him. In 2027, the first time he's met you in a century, you don't even recognize him. What happens next when he has witnessed the love of his life forced to take the path he was forced into? (I don't own any of these characters, only you reader 🚨And trigger warning, this fanfic will contain mentions of SA and self harm. Along with that sexual content as well (maybe)) I consider this fanfic one of my best ones so far. Although I'm not sure about the representation.
Unloved - (Fem Reader X Bucky Barnes) by PapaIV_
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Y/N Stark. You are the daughter of the famous Tony Stark. Born in 1990, by a twenty year old Tony Stark. You don't know who your mother is...she was just a one night stand who passed away giving birth to you. Your father didn't want you...At least that's what you thought. Growing up you didn't have the best relationship, he never put you first and liked to hook up with girls and Party instead of being a father. In 2006, at the age of sixteen you were kidnapped when you had run off after your dad skipped out on yet another important event in your life. Hydra had taken you and tortured you...tried to break you. You were given many different experimental serums and forced to fight. You eventually meet a mysterious man who goes by the name "The Winter Soldier". But you just call him Winter. Training was tough...but you survived it because of Winter. You grow to care about him...that is until Hydra took you away and threw you into Cryo. Waking up was a blur, but you were blindfolded and taken to a new facility where you earned a few special abilities. You found your father again...everything was strange. He had changed and was now dating his assistant. And he was part of something called the Avengers. This story follows your complicated relationship with your father and your story of metal health issues. And of course love. I WILL NOT OUT WARNINGS IN THE BEGINNING OF CHAPTERS! ⚠️Smut, Violence, Language.
Winter's Widow pt 1! by mcuislife01
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‼️MATURE.. you've been warned.. DO NOT READ if you are under 18!❤️💙 Minors DNI‼️ ‼️The story is in 2 parts, Enjoy!! Self-insert‼️ You are a former Black Widow who has been in hiding for years. You have made amends and have dealt with the guilt of your past. You are no longer the brainwashed pawn you used to be. You still remember everything from that time, though. You trained alongside Natasha and were used by Hydra. You were one of their most trusted assassins. You were able to go into hiding after the events of CATWS with help from your former teacher/ trainer/ lover, the Winter Soldier, aka Bucky Barnes. You needed/wanted out, and he was the only one who could help you. The world was left in shambles after the Snap and Hydra started to grow again the Blip doubled their numbers, and they are looking to control the governments of the world yet again, and to do so they are in need of their best operative... you. I do not own any Marvel character, but the y/n character and the storylines and events surrounding her are all my own creation. I don't own any pictures attached to the stories This story contains sexually explicit scenes. Every scene is written with the purpose of showing the love, attraction, and bond these characters have and how that love is unshakeable, even through the ups and downs of life. These scenes are not written lightly although they have a fun and carefree feel sometimes. if that bothers you, please DO NOT READ!! #1 marvelfanfic (Summer 2021) #1 buckybarnesfanfiction (Summer/Fall 2021/Fall 23) #1 WinterSoldier (Fall 2021) #1 Bucky (Fall 2021) #1 Sebastianstan (Fall/Winter 2021) #2 Captainamerica (fall/ Winter 2021) #2 buckybarnes (fall 2022) No
GHOSTED: The Night We Met by GhostinyourHead
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{Bucky Barnes X Reader} Bucky Barnes has come a long way since being deprogrammed from Hydra. After some time on his own he finally joined Steve and the Avengers in New York. But what happens when a ghost, whose name he only a screams in his dreams, suddenly emerges? Will his head and heart be able to take it? Will yours? ***Mature Contents***
Flowers in the Darkest Parts: Bucky Barnes X OC by cgatzki
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The Avengers hear word of HYDRA having another secret Super Soldier project. When they meet the girl that is the focus of the project, Bucky Barnes is desperate to help her recover. Still struggling with the memories of HYDRA himself, he tries to mend the wounds they have inflicted onto the girl, physically and mentally. Maybe by helping to heal her past it will help heal his too. "Every interaction we have, every moment we spend together, I feel like I'm falling deeper. I try my best to crawl back up, but there he is, pulling me back down even farther than before. I feel like I'm drowning in him, but it's not suffocating. It's intoxicating." (Bucky Barnes x OC) Warning: Sexual abuse, suicidal ideation, sexual language, swearing and other topics that might be offensive. All Character Rights to Marvel.
Hydra's Hope by mcuislife01
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‼️MATURE.. you've been warned.. DO NOT READ if you are under 18!❤️💙 Minors DNI‼️ This is the Prequel to Winter's Widow, I highly suggest you read that story first but if you don't want to that is okay too. You are a Black Widow Super Soldier and you are raised in Hydra. This is the story of how you fell in love and how you got out. This is really all i can give you without giving stuff away. Enjoy! *For those of you who have read Winter's Widow already, there will be some parts that you've read before but don't skip them, I have added and changed some things to make the story more cohesive. Enjoy!* I do not own any Marvel-related characters This story contains sexually explicit scenes. Every scene is written with the purpose of showing the love, attraction, and bond these characters have and how that love is unshakeable, even through the ups and downs of life. These scenes are not written lightly although they have a fun and carefree feel sometimes. if that bothers you, please DO NOT READ!!
Your Hands Have Made Some Good Mistakes by dewystars
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"I kneel into a dream where I am good and loved. I am loved. My hands have made some good mistakes. They can always make better ones." - Natalie Wee Bucky has to spend six months locked up with a stranger. His teammates went on an international press tour and left him behind. They hired someone to supervise him, per the conditions of his pardon- a roommate, they said. A roommate? In which: Bucky's heart slowly thaws, he develops a soft spot for his idiot roommate, he discovers his vibranium arm is extra-sensitive, he rediscovers that whole 'sexual attraction' thing, he has Not Great mental health including nightmares and therapy, he has a complicated relationship with his ex, he really enjoys blowjobs, he deals with the backlash from his criminal trial, he addresses internalized guilt and shame, he gets laid for the first time in decades, he deals with jealousy, he digs up old feelings, he cuts his hair, he takes pain meds and traumatizes everyone in the room, aaaaaand more. Told (mostly) from Bucky's POV.
I don't blame you. I never did.  by Emwritez
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"Why won't you go and talk to her buck?" "Because if I go in there and she tries to kill me... I'm not going to stop her" ~~~~~~~~~ Your found by the avengers in a hydra base. All the avengers know is that you are a highly skilled, deadly assassin, and yet they find you locked in a cell with nothing but a few clothes keeping you covered and your cat. They take you back to the compound hoping your on their side. Trying to find out what that can about you. Will you cooperate? What will they find out about the mystery woman they saved? And what happens when someone in the compound already knows who you are ? ~~~~~~~~~ Bucky x reader. Book 2 - out now!
epiphany.   (Bucky Barnes x Reader) by gingerthestormwitch
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Part One of the "No Tricks" Trilogy. Sergeant James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes AKA The Winter Soldier doesn't remember much of his past. You are a former SHIELD intelligence analyst with a troubled past who seeks to help him uncover it. What you don't expect is to fall in love along the way. (Bucky Barnes x Reader). Setting: After CA:TWS until/during/after CA:CW - 2014 - 2016. NOTE: As the events of this book take place over two years, there will be multiple time skips/jumps in order for the story to progress without getting boring or repetitive. Just a heads up if that's not your jam. My OC belongs to me, anything associated with Marvel doesn't; I just use them as my playthings. NOTE: This story is for people 18+. There are mature themes explored in this story including but not limited to: suicide, violence, trauma, and graphic sex. There are warnings above each chapter, but just forewarning you. If you are under 18+, I'd suggest you find something else to read: 1) I don't want to corrupt you. 2) I don't need angry parents/guardians coming for me. But ultimately I can't stop you if you do decide to read this story.
Lovers In Crime (A Winter Soldier Fan-Fiction) by femalefictional
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A Winter Soldier/ Bucky Barnes x Reader Fanfiction Raised in Hydra with no past and real identity, you become the Winter Soldiers secret weapon. After developing an intense relationship with the Winter Soldier, what is left for you when he's gone and will James Bucky Barnes, the real him, remember you... will he want to? Book 1 of 2 ttps://www.wattpad.com/story/285701837-lovers-in-crime-a-vision-in-red