"if i was meant to be alone, please take away my desire to be loved. because it hurts to crave something that never stays, to keep hoping someone will choose me and mean it. i'm tired of giving love that isn't returned, of pretending i'm okay with being the one who always understands. i just want peace, not this constant ache of wanting to be held and chosen. if loneliness is my path, then at least make it feel less heavy." season three - complete !! season four - writing.. season five - coming soon!

those kinda girls tend to know things better than i do and i'm dying to figure out what she's hiding she's playing it cool but she's lying better than i do - kilby girl, the backseat lovers [ max mayfield x FEMOC ] season two - complete ! season three - complete ! season four - complete ! season five - writing...

unaware that i'm tearing you asunder. ellie williams, the last of us 2 completed cross published on ao3 cover by @swannluvr ©nellcrains 2022.

𝗚𝗘𝗧𝗔𝗪𝗔𝗬 𝗖𝗔𝗥 „𝗇𝗈, 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗀𝗈𝗈𝖽 𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗋𝗍𝗌 𝗂𝗇 𝖺 𝗀𝖾𝗍𝖺𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝖼𝖺𝗋" 𝗜𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵, 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝗅𝗌𝗍 𝗍𝗋𝗒𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗍𝗈 𝗎𝗇𝖼𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗒𝗌𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝖻𝖾𝗁𝗂𝗇𝖽 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖻𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝖿𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗇𝖽ʼ𝗌 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝖺𝗉𝗉𝖾𝖺𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾, 𝗇𝖺𝗇𝖼𝗒 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝖾𝗅𝖾𝗋 𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖽𝗌 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝗌𝖾𝗅𝖿 𝖿𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖼𝗋𝗂𝗆𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗅 𝗈𝖿 𝗁𝖺𝗐𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗌 𝗁𝗂𝗀𝗁, 𝗐𝗁𝗈 𝗁𝖺𝗉𝗉𝖾𝗇𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗌𝗂𝗍𝗎𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗅𝖾𝗍𝗌 𝗈𝗇. 𝐞𝐱𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐨𝐜 𝐱 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐧𝐞 - 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝

☄︎ ⋆·˚ ⋆ *. ⇒ 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐓𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐀 𝐁𝐎𝐘 i want to love a boy, the way i love the ocean wish i was not afraid, of all i have that's broken i know i must behave, to contain all my emotion but i want to love a boy, the way i love the ocean Samantha (Sam) Quincey is gay and in 1985, this only makes life difficult. After the horrible realisation and life changing fear that her sexual understanding placed on her, Sam finds herself completely alone without a purpose in life or a goal for her future. She tells herself it couldn't possibly be any other way. Her parents had stated this 'choice' would leave her with nothing and although they were wrong about believing that Sam had forced herself into this path of life they did make sense knowing that Sam could never be open with who she was, she could never be who she wanted to be. Therefore it seemed impossible that she would ever find somebody to love. However in 1985 Sam finds herself babysitting her half sister, taking her around Starcourt mall and feeding her obsession with ice cream. That's how Sam stumbled upon Robin Buckley for the second time in her life, once an insignificant figure in a blurred sea of faces and now absolutely everything to her heart. How can Sam possibly hope to hide away and live her life in isolation when such perfection is only minutes away? Sam may think that getting to know Robin is a perfectly innocent tactic to understanding but in reality, this new friendship is when things start to get strange, very strange.

double, double, toil & trouble something wicked this way comes! ❪ st s2 ⎯⎯⎯ 5 ❫ © 𝙲𝙾𝚂𝙼𝙸𝙲𝚂𝚃𝚇𝚁𝙳𝚄𝚂𝚃 , 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟷

"Eve Harrington, you're a complete and total idiot." - Stranger Things Max Mayfield x fem!oc Seasons 2-4

❝and all of my heroes die all alone, help me hold onto you.❞ paige thompson, seasons one - five. est. 2018

(Max Mayfield x Fem!oc) In which Marley Harrington finds someone who makes her feel less alone, and a little more along the way. AKA...a guide to exotic dining. Season 1: Written (2019), Published (2020), edited (2022) Season 2: Written (2019), Published (2020), not edited. Season 3: Written (2019), Published (2020), not edited. Season 4: Written and Published (2023 - 2025), not edited Season 5: Maybe...