june is dragged to a trip to los angeles that she doesn't even want to go to. what she doesn't know is that this trip will change her miserable life forever. billie has a past no one really knows about. she doesn't talk about it. she doesn't let people in. but that night, when she sees a girl crouched on the ground, something in her shifts.

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

*updated version , Billie joins a new school due to her mum finding a new job causing them to move house she meets a beautiful girl with a sinister secret. how will the two get on? will billie ever find out about how twisted the girl is ? This is my first book so if don't like smth tell me bc i ain't used to this..please give me suggestions and and predictions. dont forget to vote 😏 ⚠️ trigger warnings: Graphic violence , murder, suicide , r@pe , SA , depression , drug abuse. gXg , billie sub

sequel to mixtape for a rich girl!! go read it!! in 2008, arabella and billie were everything to each other-first love, first heartbreak, first everything. but when arabella was forced to move back to the uk, their connection snapped overnight. no phones. no contact. just a mixtape, a homecoming dress, and a memory that burned far too bright to ever fade. fourteen years later, billie eilish is one of the biggest artists in the world-touring london, living the dream, and still unable to scrub arabella's name from the corners of her mind. one dream, one concert, one moment in the crowd, and suddenly the past won't stay buried. across the ocean, arabella's life is loud, busy, full of people... yet somehow still missing something she can't name. videos of billie's london tour fill her feed. a face she once knew better than her own. a voice she grew up loving. a girl she never stopped wanting but has no way to reach. and fate-messy, cruel, relentless-is about to force their worlds to collide again. when first love grows up, what's left? a spark? a ghost? a wildfire? or something even more dangerous: the chance to fall again.

✨gxg✨ House sitting during a pandemic can have its perks when you find out Billie Eilish lives next door. Adult content. Adult language. Drug use. Alcohol consumption. Suicide. Assault. Violence. ***Its winter break 2021. Holy shit Billie is 20!!!! I noticed a lot of people reading this right now. SO I just wanted to say that; I wrote this almost 2 years ago. I was a "hey mamas." It was the first story I ever put out/wrote which was scary as fuck. The first few chapters are cringy as fuck to me but I don't have the energy to edit it right now. Be nice, damn! Oh yeah, thanks for reading***

"Because I love you anyway" She used to fight. She used to believe that resistance meant survival, that every quiet act of defiance was proof she hadn't been swallowed whole. But survival isn't always about fighting-it can be about surrender, about giving in, about letting yourself become exactly what they want. She gives herself to her wife - Billie - in every way, not out of love, but because there is no other choice. Until she stops questioning. Until she stops resisting. Until the weight of submission feels less like drowning and more like breathing. But surrender is not the same as peace. And in the silence, in the space where her thoughts used to exist, she wonders-if she cannot leave, if she cannot fight, what else is there? What happens when the last act of resistance is simply choosing to stop existing at all? Billie thought she had won. But in the end, she is the one left behind. Billie X narrator TRIGGER WARNING -suicide -self-harm -abuse -alcohol

Please don't try to find me through my dealer. She won't pick up her phone. What happens when Violets mother and best friend are lost In a car crash and she turns to the wrong crowd for unhealthy coping mechanisms? "but you're in Billies world now, and that world doesn't leave room for kindness. You don't know what she's capable of when it comes to protecting herself or her business" //currently writing

Sequel to 'The Lawsuit' so read that first. This book takes us on the journey of what Luka and Billie's life is like outside of being on tour together. A lot has changed since Billie and Luka met. Especially who they are and who they have become. Will Luka and Billie finally tell the world that they are together? If they do what will come of it?

Tessa Banks takes a dream job photographing Billie Eilish on tour, expecting nothing more than long days, new cities, and the rush of capturing a superstar in her element. She doesn't expect the quiet gravity between them - the way Billie's softness settles into her, the way Tessa makes Billie laugh again, or how a single touch can feel like a secret only they understand. But the closer they grow, the harder everything becomes to hide. And when Tessa briefly steps away from tour to make sure her mom is okay, Billie screws up - badly - breaking the trust Tessa had slowly, carefully given her. Now, with feelings tangled and boundaries already crossed in ways Tessa never allowed with anyone else... will she forgive Billie after letting herself blur the line between professional and personal for her?

BODYGUARD -Fey lives by rules. By distancing herself from others has always kept her safe, being in control helped her navigate through life. It's part of her job. Part of who she is. -Billie lives in the spotlight. Everything she does is watched, managed, decided for her, except how she feels. And for the first time, she lets herself feel something real. So what happens when Billie suddenly starts getting messages and notes threatening her. Claiming to be someone close. Suddenly Fey isn't protecting Billie from her world, she's being let into it