Karolin Meyer, a 17 year old girl, is a member of a band named TOKIO HOTEL. She's a best friend with Bill Kaulitz and a friend with Tom. There is one thing that only Bill knows: She's madly in love with Tom since 2nd grade. But Tom doesn't seem to feel the same way towards her. Or at least she thinks.. Plus every girl wants him and he's a player that can get each of them for one night and she doesn't want to be one of them. She knows the Kaulitz twins since birth. Their mothers used to be best friends. Why used? Karolin's mother died in a car accident two month ago. She always used to be happy but since then she lost her happiness. She tries to hide it and acts happy but her father started drinking and her older sister, Amelia, who is her biggest support is planning on moving away with her boyfriend of 10 years. Will she ever be happy again? ⚠️self harm, anorexia, some smut, abuse⚠️ Friends to lovers ENJOY!

𝐘/𝐍 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐆𝐞𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐲 𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐬𝐩𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲. 𝐀𝐬 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐝𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐧 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐫𝐲, 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐬 𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐥. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐭, 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫.

Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz

He was good looking, drove a sexy car and always had a girl on his arm, he seemed to be the ideal man to every girl's eye, but he was the complete opposite. My name is Taylor, and I am one of those girls he has on his arm. I wasn't put there willingly, no not at all, I was forced to be his pet, thats what he called me, what they all called us, pets "your a fucking pet!" he would scream at me "you don't talk back to me" then he would hit me across the face or shove me to the ground. Thats how he liked it, rough. The man who made me sick at his touch, tremble when I felt his prescene, when i felt his breath is Tom Kaulitz, Tom fucking Kaulitz. "No one stands up to me, I'm Tom Kaulitz" Why he's keeping me around, I have no idea, why he's put up with me for so long, I wouldn't have a clue, I thought he would of put a bullet in my head ages ago, just like the others. He was an invincible killer, an evil man that got away with anything, murder, rape, stealing, just because he could drive. Trigger warning: Some scenes may include rape and cutting/suicide attempts. (It contains mature subject and dark themes such as explicit kidnapping, murder and rape. There's also explicit sex scenes. Read at your own risk. This book is unedited so you'll find some grammatical errors) I do not own Tokio Hotel but I do own everything else, original characters, story line etc. © winternightz I am winternightz! I wrote this story 6 years ago on Mibba and it was a real hit, I am re-posting it due to writing a sequel and I felt I should share it with you guys, will be up soon! :) The sequel A Beautiful Lie is up now.

love Story die höhen und tiefen hat.

❗️Triggerwarnung: SELBSTVERLETZUNG❗️ Lovestory zwischen Jessica und tom. Schreibe alles in der ich Perspektive, so scheint es mir leichter zu fallen. Das war's auch💋

Taylor decides to move to Tokyo with her best friend Mellie. While there, they get invited to a street racing party by their friend Hirato. Unexpected they get to meet Tom Kaulitz. Japans most feared head mafia boss. With the company of his twin brother and his two friends Gustav and Georg, Tom is the most feared and respected man in all of Tokyo. He drives a sexy car, is a gifted street racer and is the definition of dangerous. What Taylor didn't know, was the most dangerous man in Tokyo had his eye on her.