Things seem to be looking up for teenager Paul McCartney in the summer of 1955, up until his mother falls seriously ill. After her death, he writes his feelings in a diary he got for his birthday, not thinking that maybe one day his father would come across it. His secrets lead to his downfall, and now Paul has to learn how to deal with his new life. (A/N- I've only been to Liverpool once so sorry if some of these things are incorrect, however most of the aspects of this story are supposed to be different to what actually happened.)

John and Paul share a drunken night, when John is the only one who remembers, things get awkward for John. (Complete) WARNINGS: NC-17 *SMUT* McLennon, Starrison. (If you don't like gay Beatles ships don't read) This is my first fic so I might be absolutely terrible so please do give me suggestions and I will gladly take Constructive criticism, Thanks for Reading! Best Rankings (that I kept track of) #6 McLennon #1 Smh #1 Starrison #3 Beatles Fanfiction #5 John Lennon

TRIGGER WARNING: contains homophobic slurs, alcohol abuse and NSFW content. ====================================== "Don't pass me by, don't make me cry, don't make me blue. 'Cause you know, Darling, I love only you." John Lennon has just found himself moving to a rural town shrouded in thick woods and greenery, forced to leave his childhood friends back at home. He has to quickly adapt to new changes, a new school and new people. All in the midst of financial trouble and losing his own Mother. This place is nearly abandoned, except for a few small shops here and there, very sparse. A complete polar opposite from his life in Liverpool. Everyday, John goes down to a little lake, Penny Lake, just as a way to ease his mind. He notices the same ebony-haired boy with his own group of friends visiting the lake, as well. And really, all John wants to do is to, somehow, get that Paul-boy alone so that the two of them can become... closer. This has proven itself to be a difficult challenge as George, Paul's best mate, is inseparable from Paul. Nearly attached at his hip. Not only that, but other problems arise seemingly out of thin air. Will John be able to talk to the boy and find similar interests between them? Or will something deeper unfold right before their eyes? ====================================== - Completed - Ranked #1 in the Mclennon Tag and #1 in Starrison - HELLA Angsty

Paul had strange feelings whenever he was was around John. something that felt like love. But Paul wasn't sure how to deal with these feelings. even if he did like John..more than friends, how would John react? Would he hate him?

TRIGGER WARNING: contains drug/alcohol use and NSFW content. Inspired by the movie, "Two of Us (2000)" ====================================== "You don't look different, but you have changed. I'm looking through you; you're not the same." The year is 1976 and the Beatles were a legendary band of the past. Old news, even. A distant memory that, at one point in time, took the entire world by storm. But that was years and years ago... Since, the band has gone through a pretty bitter break up. Though, memories don't fade away so easy. Paul McCartney knew that better than anyone else. Paul notices himself thinking back on old times more often than ever before. Dwelling on the unresolved problems between himself and the others... Well, the problems he has with one person in particular. John Lennon. Paul wants to repair the apparent issues left behind him with his ex-partner... his ex-lover, and it's no secret to anybody in his "new" life. One day, even his wife, Linda, suggests to Paul that he should go and visit the lad in New York City. So? What else is he to do, but... make a surprise trip? The rest of this story lies between these pages. ====================================== - Completed - Ranked #1 in the Mclennon tag and #1 in Starrison - Pretty Angsty - Disclaimer: Some quotes used in this story are paraphrased/referenced from the original "Two of Us (2000)" movie. I do not claim any references to it as my own work.

John deperately tries to get Paul's attention, but can't. Paul is oblivious to his love for him, and keeps dating girls. John secretly destroys Paul's relationships in hilarious and sneaky ways. (Cynthia and Jane don't exist in this story)

John didn't move for a good minute or two. Then he set down his guitar and stood up. He walked over and sat down on the edge of Paul's bed and cupped the younger boy's face in his hands. "Paulie, listen to me. I'm in love with you. You. You, and no one else. I will never love someone the way I love you. Nor will I love someone to such intensity. I love you. I love you. I love you." Paul smiled. Because it was exactly what he needed to hear to put his brain at ease. "I know....I love you, too."

"Macca you bastard! Open the door!" he yelled, but still no reply. He checked if the door was open and to his suprise, it was. He stormed in and went straight into Paul's bedroom. At first he thought that it was empty, but then he saw Paul. On the floor. Not moving. TW: drug use, suicidal thoughts COMPLETED ON 2022/07/08

☞ In which mischievous teddy boy John Lennon attends Quarrybank Music Academy with his best friend Ringo Starr. Everything was just fine in his life; until a certain pretty boy by the name of Paul McCartney arrived at the school on a scholarship with a quiet but blunt George Harrison. John would make a mess of things and screw around in class, never taking anything seriously - Paul would be bossy, sticking to the rules to a tee, wanting everything his way and his way alone. From the start, they hated each other with a passion; but when they were forced to partner up and make a song together, things had to change. ( Set in the 1950s ) [ Mclennon/Starrison ]

𝙈𝙤𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙣 𝙇𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙍𝙪𝙗𝙗𝙞𝙨𝙝 - 𝘽𝙡𝙪𝙧 ************************** After a tragic car accident, 14 year old Paul McCartney ends up 64 years in the past, all alone. He wakes up next to an overly excited John Lennon and his aunt Mimi in hospital, wondering how everything had even happened. Paul has no idea how to get back. He meets friends along the way: George, Ringo, Stuart. And in the end, maybe going back to his corrupt life in 2019 isn't really what he wants. But does he have a choice? (There are NO BEATLES in this au.) - Original story date: 6th June - 29th June, 2020 Edited: 6th November - 9th November, 2021