A deadly past. A dangerous present. A love that could destroy them both. She was hired to kill them. She thought she was just a child. When Lookmhee, a skilled assassin, was sent to eliminate the wealthy Saranphat family, she never imagined a single misstep would change everything. In a split second of panic, the life of three-year-old Sonya is left in her hands-and with it, a guilt she can never erase. Over the next decade, Lookmhee raises Sonya in secret, training her to survive in a dangerous world-not to become an assassin, but to protect herself. Ten years of trust, mentorship, and unspoken bonds grow between them... but a past thought buried refuses to stay silent. When the enemies from that fateful night resurface, Sonya learns the devastating truth: Lookmhee killed her parents. Blinded by rage and betrayal, she sets a trap to take revenge-but when the moment of truth arrives, memories of a shared life and forbidden feelings threaten to shatter her resolve. One bullet, one sacrifice, one choice-can love survive when it was born from blood? Dark. Twisted. Forbidden. A story of vengeance, loyalty, and a love that was never meant to be.

Sonya was never meant to know vampires existed, until one of them chose her. Not as prey, but as the reason to break their law. Bound to protect a human from her own kind, the vampire must stay one step ahead of those who want the girl dead or turned. No one is allowed to reach her first. No one is allowed to touch what she guards. Sonya never agreed to any of this. She wants her life back, not a watcher in the dark and rules she never wrote. But every time she tries to push the vampire away, the hunters get closer... and the price of defiance grows sharper. She doesn't have to love her protector. She only has to stay alive.

"One loved loudly. One loved silently. One loved invisibly". ________ They were three best friends. They were supposed to grow up together. They were never supposed to fall in love with each other. On the night of Sonya and Lookmhee's long-awaited wedding, everything looks perfect - the elegant ceremony, the glowing bride, the joyful applause. Everyone sees a love story reaching its happy ending. Everyone except the bride and the one who loves her too quietly to show it. Lookmhee has been in love with Sonya for thirteen years, ever since their high school days. She has never confessed. Never asked for anything. Never wanted to be a burden. And Sonya has never noticed. Because Sonya's heart has always belonged to someone else - their third best friend, Nam. The marriage wasn't born from love, but from heartbreak: a desperate attempt to make someone jealous... and the woman who truly cared becoming collateral damage. Still, Lookmhee chooses silence. Still, she chooses love over her own heart. Still, she smiles - even when it hurts. But after years of pretending, years of being the safe choice, the second option, the place Sonya returns to only when someone else breaks her... something finally shatters. One night, Lookmhee doesn't just break - she leaves. And for the first time in their entire history, Sonya is the one faced with loneliness, memory, and a truth she never saw: Lookmhee loved her first. Lookmhee loved her quietly. Lookmhee loved her the whole time. Now Sonya must learn how to love without taking, without assuming, without using - and win back the woman she once kept hidden in the shadows. But love doesn't restart just because someone finally understands it. It has to be rebuilt. Slowly. Gently. With fear, forgiveness, and hope in equal measure. A love story about two brides, three friends, and the years it takes to understand the heart that stood right beside you. Angst. Healing. Slow burn romance.

They said love makes people kind. But Sonya Ellis knows better. She wears sweetness like silk, gentle, flawless, deceiving. Beneath it lies a heart that loves too deeply, too dangerously. And when she meets Lookmhee Arden, calm, radiant, unknowingly divine, something inside her shifts. What begins as admiration grows teeth. Devotion turns into design. And somewhere in the ruins of reason, Lookmhee starts to fall too, not because she doesn't see the darkness, but because it feels like home. A love that blurs the line between affection and obsession, tenderness and control. Because Sonya would do anything for the one she loves. Even if it means losing herself - or destroying everything else. This is not love. This is Delirium. Disclaimer: Contains psychological manipulation, gaslighting, explicit violence, killing, and mature scenes. Reader discretion is advised.