Some shitty smut I wrote in 2015 Goddamn. My friend and I were writing eachother Gintama Smut so that's why I wrote this. And she wanted anal, so I was like, okay. The End.

Of course. I was an idiot this entire time... no wonder it wouldn't open. It's because I chose to throw it all away. The one standing at the door wasn't my inner self. It was you. You were the one who was always by my side; guiding me and waiting for me to come back home. To come back to where I belong. Where everyone was waiting. You were my light-the light I chose to leave behind. Mature Content and Spoilers [Gintoki Sakata/Reader]