I never really was made to be in Abnegation. I didn't ever fit in. All of the selflessness - I just couldn't do it. I couldn't forget myself in a matter of seconds then turn to another in need. I always thought of myself and what I would be like when I was older. Would I live in Abnegation? Could I learn to forget myself eventually? No. It just wouldn't happen. Life is never that easy in Abnegation, for me, at least. (incomplete)

BOOK 1 Aria Blake x Tobias Eaton phoenix x four Phoenix In a world divided by factions, Phoenix has spent her entire life trying to fit into a place she was never meant to belong. After choosing Dauntless, she discovers that bravery comes at a price. Forced through brutal initiation, dangerous simulations, and a growing war threatening to tear the city apart, Phoenix learns a truth more dangerous than anything she has ever faced: she is Divergent. When Erudite launches a devastating attack against Abnegation using a mind-controlled Dauntless army, Phoenix finds herself caught between loyalty, love, and survival. With her brother Atlas fighting beside her, her father Christopher risking everything to save innocent lives, and Tobias Eaton becoming the one person she cannot bear to lose, Phoenix is forced to make impossible choices. As the city falls into chaos and those she loves are taken from her one by one, Phoenix must decide what kind of person she wants to be. A Dauntless soldier. An Abnegation daughter. Or something far more powerful. Because the people who cannot be controlled are the people the world fears most. And Phoenix was never meant to be controlled. A thrilling story of courage, sacrifice, family, and love, Phoenix explores what it truly means to be brave when everything you love is at risk.

UNBROKEN Phoenix thought surviving the war would be enough. She was wrong. The simulation is gone. The Dauntless have awakened. Erudite's plan has been exposed. But victory came at a devastating cost. Phoenix lost both of her parents in a single day, and the scars they left behind run deeper than any bullet wound ever could. Now, hiding within the peaceful walls of Amity, Phoenix, Tobias, Atlas, and the remaining survivors are left to face the aftermath of everything they've lost. Grief follows them. Guilt haunts them. And beyond the safety of the orchards, a broken city struggles to rebuild itself. But peace was never meant to last. As new secrets emerge and old enemies refuse to stay buried, Phoenix discovers that ending the simulation was only the beginning. Powerful leaders are still fighting for control, factions are beginning to crumble, and the future of their world hangs by a thread. Caught between loyalty, love, and the impossible choices that come with survival, Phoenix must decide who she wants to become when everything she once believed in has been shattered. Because being fearless helped her survive. Being unbroken may be even harder. The battle for freedom is over. The fight for the future has just begun. tobias x phoenix

They say pain fades... well here's reality for you. It doesn't, it hangs around like a shadow, following you forever. Eleanor Marshall knew this truth. Starting with the brutal murder of her mother and brother, Eleanor did not have the best upbringing you could say. From lies to secrets Eleanor hides behind layers of walls hoping nobody finds out how damaged she actually is. Moving from foster home to the next Eleanor finally made her way into a loving family, Hank Voight's to be precise. From the age of 15 Eleanor, with the help of select few she turned her story into a decent one. Enrolling in a minors FBI training program, Eleanor became one of the youngest detectives the world has ever seen. Finally at the age of 25 Hank Voight creates a unit that matches her description. Along side her, detectives become her family, but one shines a bit more brighter in that aspect. Struggling wth his past, and PTSD Jay Halstead gets lost looking in his partners eyes. A girl thats supposedly his best friend. With a few bumps along the road will Jay and Eleanor figure it out? Or will they remain friends that look at each other differently?

greys anatomy fanfic - from season two - mark sloan x oc