mazeofyouth
"Sometimes, when it gets really bad for me, I... I imagine a door. And I know if I open it, everything will just go quiet."
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Chan is falling. Chan has been falling for a long time, and he doesn't know how to stop it. He's falling out of line with his friends, falling out of practice with his guitar, falling into a dark place-and, above all, falling in love with Seungmin. Chan has been pining for years over Seungmin, and unrequited love is what's killing him the most.