Strictly Mature (18+) 🔥🔞 Feelings | ความรู้สึกของฉัน Book 04 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted" "'Cause feelings are hard to find." ..... Knowing his best friend, Matthew, and Matthew's older brother, Khaotung, for over 5 years, First had never let anyone know how much he truly felt for Khaotung. The older's nonchalance, but the hint of care was like drugs to First. And in no while, he realised he was getting addicted. From going to Matthew's room and laughing for hours with his best friend to going to 'meet' his best friend just to look for any trace of the older everywhere. No one was supposed to know about it, at least not until he couldn't keep it inside anymore. And when that day came, he had made one of the worst (or best) mistakes of his life by sleeping with Khaotung. Trigger Warnings: PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), suicidal behaviour and attempts, sexually explicit content First Place 🥇 - De Amoire Awards (Best Plot) First Place 🥇 - De Amoire Awards (Hidden Gem) Second Place 🥈 - Love Letter Legacy (LGBTQ+ Romance) Second Place 🥈 - The Booker Awards 2026 (Best Male Protagonist - Khaotung) (P.s. this story has nothing to do with Khaotung and First's series. This is an RPF.)

Mature (18+) 🔥 but the explicit scenes are skippable Dear Chef | ขออภัยด้วยครับเชฟ Book 03 of the Collection "Love, to be Trusted" Charlotte Austin, a widely popular food vlogger from Bangkok comes across a famous restaurant in the mentioned area. Not satisfied by the costumer's unpleasant behaviour, the chef, Engfa Waraha, calls the influencer out which results in Charlotte giving a horrible review to the restaurant's food. The food and behaviour review almost destroys the chef's career until Charlotte feels bad for her behaviour and asks for forgiveness. Will Engfa forgive her after what she did? Will it be difficult for Charlotte to win her over? Will their relationship get better with time? Second Place 🥈- Journey 2026 (March) Tropes: Hate to love, Second chance, Drama, Morally gray character, Redemption, Restaurant owner x food vlogger, Chef x influencer Trigger Warnings: PTSD (Post-traumatic Stress Disorder), Flawed main character, Realistic attempts of life and love, mature content (P.s. this has nothing to do with EngLot's series. This is an RPF.)

On her fortieth birthday, Rennie Fitzgerald has finally realized that there is no timeline for adulting, no ticking clock for setting a date for marriage, and no pressure to have children. If only Imani Aguillon's parents had reached the same conclusion... What do you do when you're on the cusp of middle age and under pressure to get married, give your folks some grandkids, and live a life that's completely different from the one you want? And what if your Ms Right is just around the corner, waiting to be met? Welcome to a kinky Sapphic romcom containing bondage, spanking, orgasm denial, social justice questions, the Unipiper, active volcanoes, an argumentam ad absurdum proving that bats are bugs, ballroom dance lessons, Immanuel Kant, marriage discussions, THE WORLD'S LONGEST SAFEWORD! and more. Adults 18+ only.

I joke with the people who read my prose that writing my erotic literary fiction is like baking lasagna. The plot and characterization and style are the meat, pasta, and cheese; the naughty bits are, of course, all sauce; and then I go and ruin everything by sneaking philosophical discourse, literary discussion, and other nonsense in there like broccoli bits. Well, this book is nothing but broccoli. If you're here, you must want broccoli. Bon appétit.

In my spare time (when I have spare time...) I make art. To be more specific, I make layered, heavily edited digital collages that collide and swirl images together until the end result is something that looks like it could have come out of a fever dream. Here it is. Dream.

Exactly as labeled, here is another gallery of my trippy, woozy art edits. Enter the story at your leisure.

This is a portfolio of art. Or graphics. Or aesthetics. Or something. I'm not sure what to call it. Viewer, if you choose to look at what I have created, I hope you call it beautiful.

Wild Is the Wind: The Art of Ancilla concluded at the end of December 2024. New art gallery, coming up! This one has art for all of my commercial projects. As in Wild Is the Wind and my contest logs, Asphodels and Narcissi will be peppered with offhand comments about the "joys" of being an indie author in the publishing industry, whether that involves self-publication or publishing on Wattpad.