4straeaLuna
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May mga tao talagang hindi mo kayang piliin, kahit gusto mo. At may mga tao ring pinipili ka lang kapag wala na silang ibang mapuntahan kundi sa tabi mo. I'm the kind of girl who gives too much without being asked. Iyong laging may dalang extra baon, extra kwento, extra effort. 'Yong sunshine ng barkada pero may sariling ulan tuwing gabi.
And then there's him. Siya iyong lalaking parang kanta sa radyo... paulit-ulit mong pinapakinggan kahit alam mong masasaktan ka sa dulo. He's the type who turns moments into songs and girls into memories. And me? I was never the memory worth keeping. Just the pause between his heartbreaks.
I watched him fall for someone else... isang babaeng mas maganda, mas mature, mas "tama." And I remained the one he never chooses. I'm just the one he runs to when he can't have her. At minsan, mas mahirap pala 'yong gano'n, 'yong hindi ka pinipili, pero pinapaasa ka ng "malapit na." Hindi pa ikaw, pero baka ikaw na. Hindi pa ngayon, pero sana bukas "oo" na.
And maybe that's what hurts the most, when you're not the beginning or the end. You're just the in between. Not the destination... but just the place he passes through.