"Children, Daddy has said that Daddy's penis was made only to suck the sperm of your vagina. Will you still distance me from yourself? I never allowed myself to dream of lying with him on the bed as his bed partner. I never harbored the desire to hover around rich men. I never wanted to sign a contract with my friend's sugar daddy. Only until my brother, who was to become the support of my mother's old age, did not become bedridden in front of her, and the mountain of becoming the sole responsibility of my family did not suddenly break upon me."