Tord has dealt with the voices in his head for far too long, his crush on a certain pastel blue brit making both better and worse. No one would ever think that little crybaby tord would do something like this, how could he? WARNING THIS CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND SELF HARM. {This is the opposite AU, none of the characters belong to me. I'm shipping the characters, not the real people you heathens!} {Credit to the artist, most art isn't mine. Some of it is}

*After The End* After the incident with Tord's giant robot a lot of stuff happened. He left the army, but he still lives with his soldiers Paul and Patrick. But something is wrong with Tord... After what happened, he felt so lonely...maybe too much lonely... He is losing his emotions piece by piece and ended up with no emotions at all... Only guilt and pain...

Tord hasn't slept in quite a long time, he can only get himself to fall asleep around Tom, Tom's willing to help, but Tord doesn't know if he's ready for help.

After losing his father to cancer and never knowing his mother, who died a little bit after he was born, he is forced to move with his father's co-workers...or soldiers. His father was the former Red Leader, which means he is now to be taught to be the next one. He moves to the base and has to go to a normal school to look "innocent". The kids make fun of him, especially a kid named Tom, who he is forced to hang out with, since his only friends are Edd and Matt. He becomes depressed, but never shows it. One faithful day, Tom finds out everything by accident...it changes everything.

*The End never happened* Tord left the guys to make his dream come true and become a leader of the Red Army. But something went wrong... He failed a mission and that caused the death of his parents, Paul and Patryck. Tord couldn't help, but feel guilty, because he thought it was his fault. He was becoming depressed, unhappy and broken... He felt weak, he quit the army. And now, he's homeless. But what will happen if the trio will find him again?

(Tord doesn't know Tom, Edd, and Matt in this book) Tord, who is known as the head scientist for the Red Army, is the man that has always wished to become the leader of the Red Army, but the leader of the Red Army or as people call him, "Red Leader" only sees him as a best friend and scientist. But then one day Tord was given the assignment to look after a experiment the Red Army in Britain sent to them before they got exposed by the Britain government and shut down, so Tord thought to himself, "Looking after a Experiment is a extremely important job here... Maybe.. Just maybe.. If I do everything perfectly.. Then I'll finally get Red Leaders attention and he can make me next in line to become Red Leader! But.. I still have to do everything perfectly..."

TomxTord After the incident with Tord, Tom realizes just how much he misses him. But when Tord comes back to apologize, he starts acting strangely. I hate this book so much. It's absolute garbage.

WARNING: May contain depressive thoughts, suicidal attempts, and high cussing. you've been warned. -After The End- Tord decided that he wanted to go on a vacation from his army for a few months, and go apologize to his old friends, but after the incident Tord falls into a deep depression, and is suicidal as well, what if they found out? what if he's not forgiven by the mistakes that has been haunting him? what if he never sees his friends anymore? read to find out!

After the incident in 'The End' Tord was found on the hill by his two most trusted soldiers and parents. He was brought to the nearest hospital to get himself treated As for the others, they now live inside their own apartments. Nothing really changed. They're still good friends. Although, Tom hasn't been the same. Matt rarely looks at himself anymore As for Edd. Oh, Edd... He's been hurt the most. Not physically, but mentally. Being betrayed by your "best friend" hurts But there was this one question that continues to lurk inside their minds Did Tord survive? Is he alive? They were never sure. They never found his body But one night everything changed... Where they see a specific Norwegian again... But not in your normal story where'd they accidentally bump into him.. No, no. It's not at all that... But something completely different.. - Book cover made by yours truly! It's very cringy I swear- Also, I purposely spelled words wrong when it was the gangs younger self speaking Enjoy! ⚠️WARNING⚠️ [] TordTom [] EddMatt [] Recurring nightmares [] A lot of sad Tord ⚠️STRONGER TOPICS⚠️ [] Depressive thoughts [] Abuse [] Self-hate and harm [] Horrible past memories [] Suicide attempts [] Suicide ⚠️If you get triggered easily by these things I recommend that you do not read this story⚠️ - [] Writing dates [] 💚Prologue💜 - March/06/2020 ❤️Epilogue💙 - Feb/01/2021 [] Posting dates [] 💚Prologue💜 - Feb/01/2021 ❤️Epilogue💙 - /00/2021

"Why did you even want to rule the world in the first place?" Tord had to pause in contemplation. He never thought about this before. He wanted things, he wanted to be powerful.. He wanted to fill the void in his soul. This story is from 2017 I'm not into this anymore & idk how it's still getting reads but hi-