I kinda wish I was buried six feet under but oh g o d I wish I was buried in your arms. c.d&n.g Book One in the Cynosure series.

Matthew Espinosa's life was as average as you could get. He was smart, popular, and best friends with the school's most worshipped kid, Nash Grier. But one night changes everything, either for better, or worse. Includes: Humour, love, unhappiness, triggering, suicide, romance, smut ;D, and just overall confusing shit. (Don't be anywhere near a bridge or just anything tall that you could jump off of while reading this.) Book cover creds to @taylorxshawn

Heartbreak, what a tragedy. Something that can't be avoided in a world where falling in love is what is meant to be done. Love, a crazy little word with a huge meaning bringing a pure bliss that seems as if you were in the clouds. See the thing about love is, it's a crazy roller coaster that brings happiness, joy, lust, jealousy, rage, anger, sadness, depression and causes you to be shattered. But once you find it, it is the best feeling in the world. Until you are heartbroken, and the times of pure bliss disappear, leaving you hollow. Craving to go back, doing anything that is possible to find that love that is so desperately wanted. How far would you go for someone you love? This is a story that I am going to try to do my best on to see if it ends up amazing or not, this is a mature book, meaning there will be violence, sexuality, strong language, and/or other mature themes. So please turn away if you do not like these topics, and or boyxboy. Thank you January 18th, 2016 - March 7th, 2018

Some boys make a pact to stay virgins throughout high school but they welcome other students to their club who terminate the promise that was made. MAGCon's Original 9/9 Boys Common Gay Ships (MAYBE) Cash x Shaylor x Jolinsky x Catthew Created January 26, 2016 8:28 AM Completed May 25, 2016 10:30 AM

Nash Grier is known as King of Vine, Social Media Star, and Dreamy Magcon Boy with the bright blue eyes. His shares most of his life with his fans, the bond they have together is unlike any other celebrity with their fans. But even Nash has his secrets, especially when it comes to his best friend, heartthrob Cameron Dallas. When they met on Vine, they instantly hit it off, starting a friend ship to be loved and cherished by millions of girls and boys everywhere. So what were to happen if that friendship skyrocketed off into something more? Cover creds @taylorxshawn

But I crumble completely when you cry.