The first time Sebastian tried to kill himself he was 15. Since then all he can think about is bringing his pain to an end, but at what cost. Will he succeed and bring a world of pain down on those who care? Or can they save him before it's too late? *********** This story contains mentions and acts of self harm, suicide, sexual themes, rape, underage, and many other triggering and mature themes. Read at your own risk. Stay safe! :) *********** I still need to go through and correct spelling and grammar errors so it's not 100% finished. *********** Please consider giving this story a vote if you like it! Don't be afraid to leave comments, I really love feedback. The interaction I get from viewers really helps me edit and become better at my writing. It also inspires me to continue, so...if you want more give me motivation. :) Thank you!

"I don't care how many times I have to tell you that you are more than enough, that you deserve someone to make you happy and to love you and that I'm so grateful that I'm the one. Or at least I hope I am. But you need to stop thinking the way you do. Just stop it. Drop it. End it. Delete it. Never say it. Never think it. It will only hurt you in the end." he removes his hand from my mouth, his facial expression smoothing after he got things off his chest Skylar thinks of himself as worthless, useless and not likeable and being deaf didn't exactly help with his judgment. But will he change his mind about himself when he meets Nathan? Warning: This story contains BoyxBoy Action and triggering (self-harming) parts. Don't like don't read. You have been'/ will be warned. Love you<3

For three whole years out of ten long years of being friends, Wooyoung has secretly loved his best friend, San, subtly distancing himself to keep his heart safe. But when San presses for answers, Wooyoung's confession unleashes an unforeseen chain of events staring with a bold unexpected proposition. Trapped in a volatile dance or raw desire, and mounting drama, their bond is further tested by an outsider determined to break them. "I like you." Wooyoung lets out, eyes fixated on San and he waited, but nothing comes. But just as he rises to his feet to take his leave, San jumps to his feet in an attempt to chase after him. "How about we spend a night together?" San let out, unaware of the weight his words carried and how much it went against what they had. "What?" With a light yet confident step, San moved towards Wooyoung, his broad shoulders nearly taking up half the space he was stood in. "Would you have sex with me."

Jung Wooyoung remembers it all - the night Choi San killed him. But fate gives him another chance, placing him back in his own body before he ever crossed paths with San's mafia. To survive, Wooyoung must play a dangerous game of seduction and strategy against the man destined to end him. -some minor gore implications- ~These are real people, and this story is just for fun and does not mean to harm any of the idols in real life!!~

【INCLUDES MATURE SCENES, READ AT OWN RISK】 Sex worker and escort, Milan O'Dair, knows all about rich people. He knows they're arrogant and extravagant and the men stink of cigars, while the women adorn themselves in the rarest of diamonds. They laugh at the poor, mock the needy and love to use him like a toy; fun for the time being but then easily forgotten. But that was the job, and at the end of the day rich people liked to flaunt their wealth to anyone who would pay attention, so they paid a lot for his services meaning the money was good and exactly what he needed. No one said it was easy to get by in the world, so if it took a bit of pain and tears then Milan was just going to have to tough it out. Besides, soon enough he would become a world famous painter, he was sure of it, he just needed to keep creating. And when living in a city like London and being very much estranged from his family, while also needing to afford expensive paints and canvases, so he didn't lose the only thing in his life that gave him any passion or meaning, money was a necessity and it helped to have it in excess. Then one day, Milan meets a mysterious man, at a gala dinner, who tips his world upside down. A God among mere mortals, who exudes such beauty that neither man, nor woman, nor other can resist his charms, a specimen like none other. No one knows anything about him, but that he is rich beyond belief and that you must never cross him. He is power, he is strength, and he is wealth. He is Valencio Osiris. ~~~~~~~~~ 'He looked like a lamb caught amongst wolves, but there was a fire in my little lamb's eyes, like he wouldn't allow himself to get eaten and I decided I just had to see if I could get a small bite.' ~~~~~~~~~ T R I G G E R W A R N I N G S: - mentions of sexual assault and trauma ~~~~~~~~

IMPORTANT: Once in a Lifetime has been removed from Wattpad and is preparing for publication on Amazon. The first two chapters remain available as a preview. Please read the "READ THIS FIRST" chapter for more information and future updates. They say some loves only happen once. For Ody and Mano, that once changes everything. Mano doesn't do vulnerability. Aggressive, tattooed, cold, and impossible to like, he plays the villain on purpose, because being hated is safer than being seen. And losing someone again isn't a risk he's willing to take. Ody is the opposite. Bright, extroverted, charming, and painfully sincere, he notices when you're hurting, even when you pretend you're not. He remembers your birthday, offers you the last slice, and apologizes even when it's not his fault. For someone like Mano, that kind of softness is dangerous. When their lives collide, nothing about them makes sense, except the way they keep gravitating toward each other. What starts as tension becomes something neither of them can name, and soon, something they can't stop. But between secrets, buried trauma, and a world that won't let them exist without consequences, wanting each other comes at a cost. One keeps pushing him away. The other keeps reaching past every warning sign. Together, they burn. But when everything catches fire, love may not be enough to save them.

San's plus one bails last minute for his friends wedding. He takes a risk, and asks a stranger. It was just supposed to be for the weekend, but San feels immediately attracted. Does Wooyoung feel it too? M rated. Woosan #1 ateezlove 12/8/24 #1 ateezship #2 bottomwooyoung #2 yungi #3 Woosan

Wooyoung rarely has a chance to let go , so when he gets a little tipsy at his brother's bachelor party , he's not really thinking too clearly when he sleeps with a tall mysterious stranger that caught his eye . But when the said stranger suddenly pops up at his brother's wedding ... things start to get complicated . WARNING!! SMUT STORY+21 +21 BL STORY!!

❥・𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐎𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 ❝𝐒𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬❞ ▸ Wooyoung has troubles living as an adult, so he copes by drinking, partying and bringing home random girls. But he can never sleep until he's drunk enough to wind up in San's bed and sleep in his arms. ╰┈➤ **ᴛʜɪꜱ ɪꜱ ᴀʟꜱᴏ ᴘᴏꜱᴛᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴀ03 @ ᴍᴏʀᴇᴛʜᴀɴᴍʏᴏᴡɴ** ╰┈➤ 𝟭𝟴+ 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺𝗲𝘀! Non-Explicit Sexual Content, mental health topics, mention of groping, excessive drinking, excessive cursing, alcohol abuse/alcoholism, lots of angst. ╰┈➤ I, by 𝗻𝗼 means, am assuming any of the ATEEZ members' sexuality. This is a work of fanfiction crafted because of my love for Woosan and MATZ's close friendship. Please do not take their relationship or the themes of this book seriously.

A story between a personal assistant and his boss. Their relationship has always been tense, San being one of the most successful CEOs to take on a company so young. Handsome, arrogant, and cocky. Or so he seemed. Wooyoung, being the personal assistant of said CEO, always felt as though he was being picked up on every tiny thing he did wrong. Will they learn to work together, or will they end in disaster?