THE STORY CONTAINS: mentions of rape, sex, self harm, suicide attempts, eating disorders, and other mental health problems. Oh and also a few slurs. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK⚠️⚠️⚠️. ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO S.E. Hinton. THIS BOOK IS AN OUTSIDERS SHIP, NONE OF THE CHARACTERS ARE MINE. There is a happy ending I promise though.

Ponyboy Curtis and Johnny Cade have been best friends for years now. But after a near-death experience they begin to develop strange feelings towards each other . . . This is my first ever fanfic so please keep that in mind while reading this absolute shit story. The longer this takes the more I despise everything about this so as soon as it is done I will NEVER speak of this again. Anyway, stay gold everyone! :D (all characters belong to S.E Hinton)