"Even if I tried, I could never forget you." Being in your final year of high school, you rapidly get sucked into the life of six older guys that attend your school, all belonging to a gang simply because their ring leader, Hisoka, offered his house for you to dwell in the time being since you couldn't stay at your best friend's house anymore and going back home to your dad was out of the question. "You touched her with these hands didn't you?" Wealth. Power. Women. Sex. Confidence. Insanity. Being unaffected by Hisoka's charms unlike all women, you were the first woman to become Hisoka's friend. A friend that he unawarely grew possessive, protective and fond of the longer you stayed with him and after witnessing the countless dangerous situations you encountered - proving your loyalty to the gang. He knew. He knew from the start you were different. "I'm going to stay and detox her." Other than your best friend, the gang were the only other people that accidentally knew about your addiction that grew worse since living with Hisoka, shattering the perfectly obedient miss valedictorian of the school in their eyes. Drastically over the weeks, the six guys realized how dangerously similar you are to them and eventually saw you as one of them. Especially after the amount of blood you easily spilled for the Joker. If only you turned down Hisoka's help to get you clean, because it was the entire week alone with him that caused your life to spiral out of control. All you had to do was refuse and every difficulty afterwards would of been avoided. "Please look after her for me when I'm gone Hisoka." Tragedy. "H-Hisoka I'm s-sor-" "I want you to get out my house. Leave and never return." Heartbreak. ❗[Crossovers] ❗

A self indulgent tale fantasizing about a wicked and tantalizing magician, following a young woman and her inner turmoil. Set in Heaven's Arena, post Hunter Exam, Tess finds herself dangerously drawn to the mystique of the deadly Hisoka. Is it safe to trust him, especially after what you did to him? Authors note: Time incontinuities in terms of canon hxh timeline. Heaven's Arena rule conflict. Rape mention but no depiction. Drug mention. Read at your own digression. Characters other than Tess are not my own, I do not claim ownership of any hxh related content.