"Come on, do it, curse, scream, yell at me, hit me, do whatever you have wanted to do all these years." He just stares at me, not doing anything. "Do something! I made a mistake, and I am paying for it, and as if watching you, letting go of yourself as I'm not able to do anything is not enough! I have to watch our friends suffer the consequences of my mistakes. Our friends are done with our bullshit, Harry. And quite frankly, so am I..." Silence. "Say something for God's sake!" I yell, and I look up just to see him with his head bowed down and his shoulders shaking as he sobs . This is all my fault. This is my mess. ... "I believe you, just like I should have from the start." He says gently, and I just cling on him more as I feel his warmth and hear his heartbeat. "Your heart is beating so fast..." I whisper as if it was a secret. "It's beating for you... Always for you, it never stopped beating for you."

// 𝙨𝙡𝙤𝙬 𝙪𝙥𝙙𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙨 - 𝘁𝘄𝗼 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 (𝘂𝘀𝘂𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆), 𝗽𝗲𝗿 𝘂𝗽𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲. "...𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙮 𝙤𝙛 𝙞𝙩, 𝙞𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙞𝙩? 𝙁𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙖𝙧𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙪𝙥 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙡𝙚𝙜 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙥𝙞𝙙, 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚, 𝙈𝙪𝙩𝙩. 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩'𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚, 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙣𝙤𝙩?" (𝘢 𝘖𝘯𝘦 𝘋𝘪𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯.) Despite the past, it was a life that Zayn was slowly forgetting. That is, until Liam Payne comes back to him once more. A similar mirror, perhaps a silhouette of his own-self, yet foreign all the same. What does one do when you become a Mutt to your vices?

Harry is a fashion major who sworn off love after a bad experience with an ex. Louis is a young writer who is trying to finish his second book and he didn't really have the time to get to know anyone in months, he barely leaves the house. When Liam and Zayn match on Grindr and start talking and going out, they decide that they are going to be matchmakers between Harry and Louis. At first it didn't seem to go really well, they really can't stand each other until... Top Rankings #1 larryfanfiction #1 fanfictiononedirection #1 larrylove #1 ls #1 ziammayne #1 harrybottoms #2 larryfluff #2 larryau

[ English official version] As May fades into the heat of June, Louis is just trying to survive his final exams. But the real challenge isn't the grades-it's the homecoming. His older brother, Liam, is back for the summer, and he's brought a ghost from the past with him: Harry Styles. Harry was always just the boy next door, a nerd, and Liam's inseparable best friend since they got to college together. But after New Year's, the boy is gone, replaced by someone Louis doesn't quite recognize-someone he can't stop watching. It's not like they really get along, y'know? But you love what you can't have. Copyright © 2025 letters_t0_larry

"Do you have to sleep in my bed though?" He couldn't help but ask. "Lou-" Harry groaned. "Sorry, sorry. It's just a little weird..." "Because you're making it weird!" "Cuz it fucking is! Christ- you got off in front of me!" Louis panicked. Forcing himself up, Harry frowned at Louis like an angry cat disrupted from his nap, "Louis please! Drop it. I wanna sleep." "Okay okay," He whispered, sliding into bed with the boy, "It's dropped." Louis promised. 💿.°˖🏈*✮🖇 It's the 90s, which means there's no such thing as being gay if you want a normal life. Louis sure as hell isn't gay. He didn't think anyone else he knew was either, that is until his best friend made out with him while drunk at a party... Just because Louis didn't hate it, doesn't change anything. Or Louis isn't gay, but his boyfriend is. !toplinson !homophobic, yet gay at the same time ✩ Highest rankings: ✩ #1 hbottom #1 harryandlouis #1 larryau #4 louistomlinson

After the death of his daughter, Louis numbs himself with alcohol and drugs, just anything to keep his thoughts quiet. Fresh out of rehab and back under his mum's roof, he's forced to face his grief in sobriety. Though with the help of friends and family and possibly a new person in his life, Louis might finally be able to heal from it all. Trigger Warnings (pls read them) • loss/grief • swearing • substance/alcohol abuse • graphic Work collaboration with @iluveeeharrystyles