Publishing will start this coming November 2026 I hated the world for letting me experience such things at a young age, discrimination, and betrayal. The world will turn its back to when you're the sunshine of everyone's life, so for me? Trusting people was super overrated! And yet I trusted you, you, the person who never failed to pissed me off. You gave me everything the world could ever offer, and when i'm with you, I feel like I am the luckiest person in the world because we both know how we struggle before getting to where we are now. You teach me how to love myself, how to be patient, and how to choose myself over others. but I guess I became too dependent on the thing you could offer, those battles kept on hunting me. The guilt I feel, the sadness is getting deeper, I can't hold it back anymore. You teach me how to choose myself, so I did, even if it means choosing myself over you and the dreams we built together.

Publishing will start on January 12, 2027 Why does love come with hard challenges? I hate the feeling like I'm seeking attention, validation or anything that could make me feel like I'm begging. But when I'm with you, I feel like an exception. I don't feel like a burden anymore, I can't even remember the meaning of the word "begging." Being part of your fandom makes me feel so alive, and I will be forever thankful to that. I've always had a dream of standing like this, and no words could explain how much I've ached while I'm in those dreams. The journey was never easy because when we failed, people celebrated. A lot of struggles and mistakes are made along the way but we are fearless. And at the end of the day, you proved my hesitations wrong. Dreams really come true.