Ivantill Jockemo AU//Angst + spicy//new chapter every 2/3 days unless busy Till and Ivan haven't spoken in years. They used to be inseparable. Then everything fell apart. Now they're stuck in the same school, carrying old wounds neither of them knows how to heal. Till is trying to survive rumors, bullying, and the exhausting reality of being someone the world refuses to understand. Ivan is trying to pretend he's okay. He's not. Between secret messages, late-night calls, near disasters, accidental kisses, and feelings neither of them are ready to name, the two slowly find their way back to each other. The problem? Everyone else figured out they're in love long before they did. A slow-burn IvanTill story about second chances, identity, healing, and two idiots who keep accidentally acting like a married couple while insisting they're "just friends."

"What do you want?" Till asked, his eyes down and glued to his notebook, his ashen locks falling over his forehead as he finished up a sketch of Mizi. A lot, Ivan concluded, his thoughts racing in his head. So much more than you would ever know. I want to hold you close and never let go. I want your touch; your love; your attention. I want to spend the rest of eternity, the tedium of time, with you-just so then I would have something to live and die for. I yearn for the lingering glances you couldn't possibly cast on me. I yearn for the fleeting touches that last only in my imagination. I want to be ruined by you. To be broken, wrecked, consumed completely by you, so you can put me back together with soft whispers and sweet nothings. But those were thoughts that belonged in the darkest hours of night; kept in the quiet confines of Ivan's room, where he would gaze out his window, only the faraway stars to keep him company. And he knew better than to speak his mind. "Draw me." ______ cover art is not mine‼ i found it on pinterest and i unfortunately cannot find the original creator ;-;

Till has always been a gentle and emotionally grounded boy, trying to navigate friendship and love in an unsteady boat all by himself. At school, students called him "Creepy Till". He lived in his own world, lost in his love for art and psychology, and often forgot to exist anywhere else. He never learned how to make friends, every interaction he had was awkward, every attempt to connect clumsy and uncertain. He had a lot of fears : attention, crowds, but the biggest of all tortured him in his sleep. Till suffered from recurring nightmares since middle school. When a new student joined his class and sat beside him, Till realized that the boy whose gaze haunted his every nights truly existed, that he was more than a product of his imagination. Ivan entered his life suddenly, like a storm. He was everything Till wasn't: magnetic, confrontational, and impossible to ignore. He was unpredictable, impossible to read, his behavior was erratic, he seemed to both despise and need Till at the same time. Raised in a household where love and hate were indistinguishable, he was left with a warped sense of intimacy. The quiet rejection that Till gave him was unbearable and made him remember his lowest moments. He couldn't stand the way he looked at him and avoided him. That's why he decided that, if he was going to be hated anyway, he might as well earn it. What begins as a series of misunderstandings, lies and deliberate cruelty, soon reveals something else beneath: a desperate longing to be seen, to be loved, and to heal. This is a story about love distorted by pain, about two boys trying to bound from broken pieces. Over time, Till's quiet empathy begins to reach the wounded child buried inside Ivan. And for the first time, the raven haired boy realized that hatred isn't the same as love, and that what's truly his doesn't need to be marked in order to be real. The cover is a fanart made by @Dutd on red note ( ID：Dutdtilkhdkgd )

An Ivantill reincarnation au.

What if Ivan stops chasing after Till. What if Till said something that breaks Ivan's heart and he starts letting go. What if that bothers Till more than it should. Find out with me. College au. IvanSua siblings. Ships: Ivantill (obviously) Mizisua Hyuna × Luka

what would happen if they got saved after round 6? would ivan survive? what about till, what would be going in in his head? THESE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE, THEY RIGHTFULLY BELONG TO VIVANOS, ALIEN STAGE. THANK YOU ♡

After successfully escaping with Till and seeing the meteors in the night sky, he didn't want to go back, he could finally be free, they could finally be free. Or at least he thought so. He never imagined Till would give up everything to save Mizi instead. He knew exactly what he was getting into when he coughed up the first petal. OR Ivan has hanahaki because of Till and there's no way to stop it. (Also on Ao3!) RANKINGS: #4 ivantill #5 alienstage #57 hanahaki #144 angst

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"Yokohama school for troubled teens". Such a fancy name for a prison. They call it a school, but everyone knows that once you get in there, your future is already written, and it's anything but good. Dazai has been a resident of this "school" for well over a year and he's got quite the reputation amongst the other "students". There are plenty of rumors about his mysterious past, and they are all the more terrifying when you find out that more than half of them are true. Chuuya was sent to this facility after being kicked out of one of the many foster homes he's been into. And, unfortunately for him, he has the great pleasure of being Dazai's roommate. ****************************************** "Oh, come on, stop being so mean. You know you'll never find someone else like me," Dazai teases Chuuya, slinging his arm over the shorter boy's shoulder. "Thank God," Chuuya replies, rolling his eyes while trying to push Dazai away. ****************************************** ⚠️The picture used for the cover was found on Pinterest⚠️

Chuuya's last words were simple. "Find me." Two years later, Dazai is still searching. Across forgotten ruins and impossible doors, alongside the one man he should never trust, he chases a mystery older than history itself. Meanwhile, somewhere beyond reality, Chuuya is running out of time. Not because he's dying. Because he's slowly forgetting what it means to be human. They say time heals all wounds. They were wrong. One world lost him. Another trapped him. Between them lies a promise that neither time nor reality could break. And if Dazai has to tear apart the universe itself... He'll find Chuuya, or will he?