BL | COMPLETED | UNEDITED

anxious boys series #1

Jackson Ramirez has always followed the rules-his family's, society's, everyone's but his own. Trapped in a life dictated by expectations, he buried his passion and silenced the voice that once made him feel alive. So when Kenzo Adachi walked into his class-blunt, intense, and always acting like he owned the room. Jackson couldn't help but feel . . . annoyed. Annoyed by his confidence. Annoyed by how he said whatever he wanted. Annoyed by how free he was. But Kenzo? He saw something else. He saw a bird trying to breathe through its cage. And Kenzo, the kind of man who lives by his own rules, was ready to go beyond the boundary-just to help Jackson learn how to fly.

[COMPLETED | July 17, 2023] - EDITED!!! Genre: Mystery-Fantasy, BL, Drama Rated M (Mature) As an introvertive guy who lived all his life in the city, Vian knew nothing about the serenity nature has to offer. He never really walked out of his ring of comfort 'til his father decided to send him off to province. Kung siya ang tatanungin, iisang salita lang ang magagamit niya para ilarawan ang probinsiya: BORING. That is until he got lost in the woods and met Euthymios. What started as a harmless encounter turned into something interesting for Vian. He never imagined that a random guy will become the key for him to discover something bizarre in the province. When the trees started whistling to him day by day, he just can't help not see Euthymios. Sa paglipas ng panahon ay siyang pagliit din ng oras na magkakasama sila. And the only thing he wishes for before leaving is to understand what the trees kept whispering.

"Hindi ko kayang itutok sa kanya ang aking baril, sapagkat hindi ko siya kayang saktan. Kahit ang ating mga bansa ay magkalaban, mas pipiliin 'kong ialay ang aking buhay para sa kanya......dahil mas mahal ko siya kaysa sa bansang ang tingin sa akin ay isang salot sa lipunan." When two lovers are forced to fight in a war against each other, are they prepared to face each other with guns as blood seeps through the clothes of the other? Or would they lay their weapons down and walk hand in hand as they face the persecution of the land that they are supposed to fight for? Their souls long for each other so much that even death could not hold them apart. But the world was too strong....too cruel that they have to witness each other writhe and wither in a bittersweet memory. That even when they met once more, they had to fight in a war that they already fought in. Would they lose or would they reign victorious in a war they called love.