a haalingham tale about bullying, violence, unexplained feelings, love ,and recovery. (MAY CONTAIN SENSITIVE CONRENT SUCH AS SELF-HARMING, DEPRESSION, SEXUAL CONTENT, LANGUAGE, AND INJURY DETAIL, READ AT YOUR OWN RISK) this is my first short novel and every word is written by me, not AI. i appreciate your interest in reading! and also, i will make sure to write my chapter asap so you can sleep at night❤️‍🩹

Everyone thinks Jude Bellingham has everything figured out. He's surrounded by friends, constantly joking around, and never far from his best friend, Erling. To everyone else, Jude is the loud one. The funny one. The person who somehow turns every group chat into complete chaos. But lately, something has changed. Jude is disappearing from plans. His replies are getting shorter. The jokes are becoming less frequent, and whenever someone asks what's wrong, he gives the same answer. I'm fine. Erling knows him better than anyone. He knows Jude isn't fine. But every attempt to reach him is met with another wall, until one night, after an argument neither of them can take back, Jude says the one thing Erling never thought he'd hear. Maybe I don't want you in my life anymore. Then Jude disappears. The group chat erupts. Friends turn against each other. Everyone blames themselves for not noticing how badly Jude was struggling, while Erling is left wondering whether his best friend ever wanted him around at all. As secrets come to light and emotions reach breaking point, Jude has to face the truth he's been running from. He can't keep pretending he's okay. And Erling has to learn that loving someone doesn't mean you can fix everything for them. Sometimes, all you can do is stay. Because the hardest things to say are often the ones that matter most. And sometimes, the people who seem the happiest are the ones who are hurting the most.

"Need some help, Bellingham?" Jude Bellingham is a promising new midfielder- Erling Haaland is an already prominent striker. Their friendship turns to more, and the players have to grapple with winning the league while also trying to understand the complex world of their sexuality. (STORY PREVIOUSLY CALLED 'SURRENDER') Everyone in this story is 18+ ! None of this is meant to be taken seriously, I'm just really bored.

Jude. For fucks sake you know I'm on a date, what is it?' The call was silent for a few seconds, the only sound Erling could hear was Jude's quickened breath. 'Erling.' Jude's voice broke as he spoke. 'Jude?' The anger had left Erling's voice, replaced with genuine concern. 'I think I made a mistake. I think I've been making mistakes for weeks.' ^ Cheeky sneak peak :) - Jude Bellingham and Erling Haaland were two footballers playing for Borussia Dortmund, both desperate to convince themselves their friendship is platonic. Once they realise there is far more than friendship between them, can they admit it, to eachother or even to themselves? Fear, football and misunderstandings keep them apart, their connection pulls them back together. Slow burn romance starting in 2021, with years of plot on the way. You don't need to be into football, or even know who the players are to read, it's a story of two footballers falling in love against the odds, fighting social pressure, internalised homophobia and the media. (Haalingham fanfic, cleated rivalry/ heated rivalry vibes. All entirely fiction... as far as we know)

**Especially You** is an alternate-history football fanfiction set during the 2026 World Cup. Jude Bellingham and Erling Haaland were teammates at Dortmund six years ago. Something grew between them that neither of them named, and one careless night ended it before it ever properly started. They went their separate ways - different clubs, different countries, different lives. Erling built something with someone else. Jude built nothing with anyone, which he told himself was fine. Then England drew Norway in the quarterfinals. What follows is a story about two people finding their way back to each other across six years of silence, bad timing, and things left unsaid.

Jude Bellingham and Erling Haaland both signed to Dortmund. Their connection on the field is undeniable. Everyone knows their friendship. But nobody knows what's going on behind closed doors. What happens, when Erling leaves for Manchester City? Why did he really leave, anyway? Haunted by the memories, Jude leaves one year later to Real Madrid. But life never works in your favour. Try to bury secrets, and they'll flood right back up. How will Jude and Erling react when they meet again, for the world cup, and play a match against one another? Learn the story from Erling's shaky words. DISCLAIMER: everything is fiction. Those are real people. Let's support their healthy masculinity.

Jude x Erling This is honestly just for me soooooo...., lowkey a bit toxic 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

𝔒𝔲𝔯 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔩𝔰, 𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔟𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔰, 𝔰𝔪𝔦𝔩𝔢𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔱𝔦𝔭 𝔬𝔣 𝔞 𝔭𝔢𝔫.

" Entre Amours , fumer des joints , foutre la pagaille et devoir agir un minimum normalement devant ses colocataires ,Minho et Han Jisung sauront-ils exprimer leurs sentiments l'un pour l'autre ?" Dans cette fanfiction Minsung il peut-y avoir des moments assez mature (sans exagéré..) J'essayerais de poster au moins 2 épisodes par semaine ! /!\ LES IDOLS SONT LA JUSTE POUR LA FANFICTION JE NE VEUX PAS INVENTER DES RUMEURS OU QUOI QUE CE SOIT DE DERRANGEANT CONCERNANT NOS IDOLS TANT CHERIS ! CE N'EST QU'UNE FANFICTION /!\. bonne lecture !

It's hard to be the favourite of a man who turns into a monster. An autobiography about my abusive childhood and how it affects me to this day.