A collection of poetry from various times in my life. Some of them are hopeful. Some of them are sad. Some of them are angry. Some of them are from periods of time that I barely remember, lost in the waves of a mental health condition that clouded all memories. I usually write what makes me happy. But sometimes I write because I have to, because there are feelings inside me that need to go somewhere. This is the very vulnerable, exposed part of my being. It's unlike what I usually write. I hope you find it interesting. Please note there are trigger warnings for SA, r*pe, self-harm, and abuse.

This story is complete ✅ Alec is a twenty-five year old gentle boy with the looks of an angel. He has not figured out what he needs in love yet and has never had a relationship. But something urges him to act, or rather someone, a person who is his total opposite. Sam is intimidating. He is tall enough to be a basketball player, muscular, covered in tattoos, and quick tempered. Most people prefer to keep a distance startled by his menacing glares. What will happen when these two distant poles collide? One thing is for sure, it will get unbearably hot... and funny. *** This book depicts a manxman love story. It includes several graphic intimate scenes and is rated mature. Those chapters will be marked as XXX. Please read only if you are comfortable with the topic and of appropriate age. *** Enjoy! Read, comment, and be free to express yourself. All opinions are highly appreciated. Best ranking so far: #1 in lgbtfiction July 2023 #1 in sweet April 2023 #1 in passion March 2022 #1 in hotboys Oct 2021 #1 in fallingforthebadboy Nov 2021 #2 in secretadmirer July 2023 #2 in firstlove Oct 2022 #3 in cute Nov 2021 #3 in bxblove Dec 2021 #4 in shy Jan 2022 #4 in gayboys Nov 2021 #4 in fallinginloveagain Nov 2021 #6 in gaylove July 2022 #7 in malexmale Feb 2023 #10 in bxb July 2022 #10 in cuteboys Nov 2021 #10 in gayromance July 2023 #13 in mxm June 2023 #14 in love July 2022 #15 in manxman Feb 2023 #22 in gay July 2023 #26 in seduction March 2022 #32 in lgbt Sept 2023 #37 in tattoos March 2022 #46 in texttospeech Sept 2023 Disclaimer: All images are intended only to illustrate the content. They are licensed stock photos posed by models, who has no relation to the story. All people and events in this book are fictional.

[Formerly titled Ice Cold Eyes] Phil Stevens is pretty sure that his life is how he wants it to be. He's got great friends, he's in a band, he does pretty well at school, and his family are great, if a bit over-protective. He might be hiding the great big whacking secret that he's gay, but his twin sister Tammy knows and loves him anyway. He's Christian, but he's not worried that God will particularly mind that he likes boys. He is, however, a bit worried that his parents will mind. Phil's got his plan; once he moves away from his parents and his religious community, he can come out at a safe distance and hope the dust settles swiftly. But a chance meeting with a guy from another school throws a major spanner in the works. Paul is funny, kind, talented, and openly gay. And he's interested in Phil. Phil never thought he'd want to risk everything for a boy, but Paul isn't the kind of guy who wants to go back in the closet. Tammy, along with Jason, Dave, and Lily, want to support Phil to be the happiest he could possibly be, queer or not, but can Phil handle the complications that come with liking a boy? Join Phil in this coming-of-age love story as he navigates friendship dramas, underage drinking at messy house parties, balancing religion and queerness, and finding family along the way. PLEASE NOTE: This book is not anti-religion, the main character has a good relationship with his religion, it just looks at some of the difficulties faced by modern day religious queers. All religious beliefs are respected here!

For the Open Novella Contest, based on Prompt 65: On the way to collect a soul, the Grim Reaper is distracted by a stray puppy. Instead of completing the task, he decides to find the puppy's owner, much to the frustration of his assistant. ***** The Grim Reaper has seen everything, really. From the beginning of humans living in caves, all the way to modern-day humanity. These days, he's mostly a figurehead, going through a handful of cases a week that no other reaper wants. While floating through the mortal world, unseen by anyone, he comes across a dog that seems to be able to see him. Despite his over-achieving assistant begging him to return to his duties, Grim decides to seek out the puppy's owner, and in doing so meets Jeremiah. Miah is an accountant who loves numbers but hates the monotonous tone his life is taking. The rescuer of Miss Trixie, his dog, is an unusual but interesting man that he decides to strike up a friendship with... although is it just him, or is Grim a bizarre name for a person?

Four lives. Four seasons. Four stories. In the brisk, bright spring, Sammy is opening a coffee shop. In the sweltering heat of summer, Alex is visiting his sister working at a surf school in Portugal. In the crisp fresh autumn, Leon is running his cafe-library, the Book Nook. In the cold icy winter, Victor is hibernating in his tea shop. Their lives are running as normal, until something comes out of the blue to turn their lives upside down. With gorgeous guys, surprise decisions, business adventures and a whole lot of laughing, the four men soon find that one season is more than enough time for their worlds to change forever. Will Sammy find new love in a sweeter-than-candy florist Vince? Will Alex move past his break-up and find something magical with Lucas, his surf instructor? Will Leon and his closest friend Mikey turn into something much more? And will Victor be able to work past the troubles of falling for a rich man with a scary family? PLEASE NOTE: This story contains sex scenes and is therefore marked 18+.

Just a short story following Jenny and Lucie Ramsdale through the years. An additional story to the Café Latte Trilogy.

Book Three of the Café Latte Trilogy Some people are masters of music or art. Some people are masters of denial and emotional repression. Harper and Edward both belong to the latter group. Neither Harper nor Edward want to be with anyone else, but they can't quite get it right with each other, either. The first time they tried, Harper was too busy adjusting to a life with HIV. The second time they tried, Edward's career was taking him around America. The third time they tried, they realised they had zero healthy communication skills. And now? Well, now they're afraid to try again. It worked for a while, their will-they-won't-they relationship enough to satisfy the people around them. But as time went on, the problems became more and more obvious. Harper is too busy putting everyone else's feelings above his own, and Edward is too busy hiding his true feelings behind a mask of glitter. The others want to start meddling, but they don't know if they're opening Pandora's box. There's so much history, and so many complicated feelings. Can Harper and Edward work things out together?

Book Two of the Café Latte Trilogy. Tom Ramsdale has always helped people. He helped friends through their struggles, he helped relationships to thrive, and he helped people pursue their dreams. Now, he needs a little help himself. Tom is stuck in the town he grew up in, working at the café his mothers own and living with them after dropping out of university. With his friends moving to different cities, pursuing their careers and relationships, Tom feels like he's the only one left behind. When his friend, Harper, suggests he move to London to start working for his friend, Tom finds himself thrown into a world that he barely recognises. It doesn't help that his new boss, Angelo, is drop-dead gorgeous, and his new colleagues have their own struggles hiding underneath the surface. Tom begins to realise that keeping his work and his personal life separate may be tougher than he had originally thought. Can Tom balance his new life, or will it all come crashing down around him?

Book One of the Café Latte Trilogy. Jasper, nineteen, is searching for love. Ross, twenty-eight, doesn't believe in love. They both lead completely different lives in completely different worlds; Jasper studies and behaves himself, trying to follow his brother's footsteps to make his parents proud, and Ross runs a high-end retail store, attracting customers at work and going out attracting men at night. So what happens when the two meet? They both know it wouldn't work; they're so different and there's an age gap of nine years. But sparks are flying and although it's a dangerous risk with the consequences of both their lives being ruined, they both want to chance it. Will Jasper lose the love of everyone in his life? Will Ross change his life to keep Jasper within it? They could both get burned at any time, but sometimes you've got to play with fire.