Probably the heat. Because Hikaru wasn't taking in a single word. His eyes were somewhere else. Locked onto the side of Yoshiki's neck, where the sweat had gathered again, glinting just beneath the curve of his jaw. "You know," Hikaru said suddenly, "Your neck looks kinda beautiful right now." [ R 18 ] [ Yaoi ] [ Smut ] -cover official art, I'll change it to one I'm drawing soon

Hikaru's presence had always brought comfort to Yoshiki, they had become each other's sanctuary, and it was supposed to stay that way. So when Hikaru confessed, Yoshiki crushed his feelings right away-but that only made Hikaru grow greedier for his affection. He was willing to go to great lengths just to have him-even if it meant throwing their friendship out the window. "I'm not hiding it anymore, Yoshiki... I want you."

A teenage boy named Hikaru struggles to figure out and understand his feelings for Yoshiki. He doesn't get what it is. If it's platonic, romantic or something else entirely he can't explain. It's confusing because he's trying to grasp just exactly what he feels and if it means anything at all. He's not human but he's living a human life. There is so much to think about and discover. Will he ever really know what this feeling is? [This story is inspired by the anime: The Summer Hikaru Died!!!] Go check the anime out and watch it yourself. This story is a fanfiction and all ideas and motivation are inspired by the anime itself. Tshd is a horror anime with an underlining queerness but Is not a confirmed BL!!! It focuses on the topic of Hikaru being dead and grieving. But this fanfiction is a BL, none of it canon. But it's a story I want to make because I ship Yoshikaru and I think they're cute together! :)