TW- SELF HARM AND SUICIDE taken place after the summer of 1985, the group is as close as ever. mike and el have broken up for good, and because of that will and mike have grown to be best friends again. but mike has been hiding something. -lowercase intended-

When Perseus "Percy" Jackson loses everything in the Giant War, he ends all contact with the Gods and Camp Halfblood. He is a broken man in the big world. He wants to be alone and grieve over all he has lost. But a certain Nick Fury has other plans for him... ~ I don't own The Avengers (or anything within the MCU) or Percy Jackson! All rights go to Marvel and Rick Riordan. I only own the rights to this story. Please do not repost without approvement. ~ TRIGGER WARNING: If you do NOT feel comfortable reading (about): - Depression - PTSD - Fight scenes - Any kind of violence - Bad language I recommend you do NOT read this crossover! ~ !SPOILER WARNING! Spoilers for the Avenger movies & Percy Jackson & Heroes of Olympus books. You are warned! ~ As of March 2021 #1 in the #percyjackson ! Thank you all for reading this Fan fiction! As of June 2021 #1 in the #marvel ! Thank you all for reading the story!! ~ Songs used while writing this Fan fiction: Faded - Alan Walker Please Don't Go - Joel Adams Fake Your Death - My Chemical Romance It Gets Better - fun. Streets - Kensington Unpack Your Heart - Phillip Phillips Resurrect The Sun - Black Veil Brides Up&Up - Coldplay On My Way - Axwell^Ingrosso Broken Glass - SIA & More! ~ © Marvel © Rick Riordan © mariechen2

Mike is depressed after holly and el die in season five, maxes mother losses custody so she has to move in with her frenemy Mike

WARNING EXPLICIT CONTENT: detailed smut/homophobia/mentions of PTSD/trauma Mike blurts out, "Just. You were right. I am a selfish asshole. I'm selfish for never loving you just as a friend. And I'm an asshole for never having the strength to tell you." Mike looks down, nervously fidgeting with his hands. "I'm sorry Will-" Will cuts him off sternly. "How long?" Mike looks up, confused, "W-What?" Will repeats himself; his tone remains the same, "How long, Mike. How long have you felt this way?" ------- This fic has a Spotify playlist to listen along with! You can find the playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/08jT2YjM7i50qvX7yPVHZo?si=da80911f6d794b98 . Otherwise, the songs are listed at the beginning of each chapter! ----- edit!: i am trying to get these chapters out as fast as i can! bear with me please i am in grad school :,)