Mike is depressed after holly and el die in season five, maxes mother losses custody so she has to move in with her frenemy Mike

WARNING EXPLICIT CONTENT: detailed smut/homophobia/mentions of PTSD/trauma Mike blurts out, "Just. You were right. I am a selfish asshole. I'm selfish for never loving you just as a friend. And I'm an asshole for never having the strength to tell you." Mike looks down, nervously fidgeting with his hands. "I'm sorry Will-" Will cuts him off sternly. "How long?" Mike looks up, confused, "W-What?" Will repeats himself; his tone remains the same, "How long, Mike. How long have you felt this way?" ------- This fic has a Spotify playlist to listen along with! You can find the playlist here: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/08jT2YjM7i50qvX7yPVHZo?si=da80911f6d794b98 . Otherwise, the songs are listed at the beginning of each chapter! ----- edit!: i am trying to get these chapters out as fast as i can! bear with me please i am in grad school :,)