TW: Rape and self harm will be mentioned in this book. She spent a whole life protecting other peoples children. But what happens when it's her own? A normal Saturday. A call into work. Nothing unusual. Until someone from Olivia's past decided it's time to remind her of a mistake she thought it was buried. They can't get to her so they go after you. By the time Olivia realises what's happening, it's already too late and the case turns into something far more personal than she ever imagined. Because this time is not just another victim, it's her daughter. And when the truth comes out... when she realises who is behind it, the guilt might destroy her before anything else does Y/n is a 15 year old girl who had a normal typical life. Went to school. Had a loving Mother. Until something happens to her that can't just be fixed. She struggles to talk, even to her own mother. She turns to unhealthy coping mechanisms to feel an emptiness.

After months away at college, Y/N decides that a FaceTime call just isn't enough this Mother's Day. Armed with flowers, dinner reservations, and two meaningful gifts, you returns to New York to surprise Olivia and Amanda with the one thing they wanted most... having their daughter home.

Olivia Benson has spent her entire career drawing lines-between right and wrong, victim and perpetrator, duty and desire. She's built her life on control, on knowing exactly where she stands. But all of that starts to unravel the moment she meets Amanda Rollins' sister. What begins as a fleeting curiosity quickly turns into something far more dangerous. There's an ease between them, an unspoken pull Olivia can't ignore-no matter how hard she tries. It's not just attraction; it's something deeper, something that threatens to crack open the carefully guarded walls she's spent years building. But this isn't simple. Nothing about it is. Because falling for her means crossing a line Olivia isn't sure she's allowed to cross. It means risking her partnership with Amanda, risking the trust they've fought to build. And worst of all, it means letting herself want something she's not sure she can have. Caught between loyalty and longing, Olivia is forced to confront a truth she's been avoiding for far too long: some lines aren't meant to be followed... and some feelings refuse to be buried.

Set four years after New Rules. P.S I am still working on "The Perfect Ending" however, the story isn't giving me excitement and creative ideas like this series is. So I promise I'm still working on it but I seem to enjoy writing this one more. 🙃

POV: Y/n comes in to work with a black eye. And has been off since she has been with her boyfriend for 7 months. She thought she had already escaped the worst of it. After a relationship that slowly turned from love into control, fear, and abuse, she is left trying to rebuild a life that feels permanently fractured. The memories don't stay in the past, and some nights blur into moments where she comes dangerously close to not wanting to stay at all. But she doesn't go through it alone. Olivia Benson has always been there, first as a colleague, then as a steady presence she didn't realise she was leaning on until she had no one else to hold her up. When the panic hits, when the past comes back without warning, and when silence becomes too heavy, Liv is the one who keeps pulling her back. What starts as professional concern becomes something deeper. Something quieter. Something neither of them fully names. Just as her connection with Liv starts to shift into something she can no longer ignore. Because Liv isn't just helping her heal. She might be the reason she chooses to stay.

A party. A night you try not to remember... and a truth you never meant to tell. You come home and say nothing. You convince yourself it's easier that way. Until your mom Olivia Benson finds your diary... and realizes what you couldn't say out loud. What follows isn't just a case... it's the aftermath. The silence at home. The pressure at school. The way his version starts spreading... twisting what happened into something easier for people to believe. Told in POV, this story dives into trauma, control, and the fight to hold onto your truth, as everything begins to unravel... and the line between blame and responsibility starts to blur. Because it doesn't end with that night. Not when you still have to see him every day... and not when he's already rewriting the story. And the more he talks... the harder it is to be heard. Until it becomes down to one thing. Her word against his. Ongoing story.

TW: Rape, Suicide Attempt, Self Harm. It follows Olivia Benson's teenage daughter who gets assaulted one night and is later found barely alive behind a fence. The story dives into trauma, healing, the impact on both her and Olivia, and everything that happens after - including the investigation, the trial, and her struggle to find herself again after a suicide attempt. It's very emotional, raw, and focused on survival and finding your voice again.

A routine lead turns into a setup... and you become the leverage. When a warehouse raid goes wrong, Olivia Benson is forced to watch the unthinkable happen, unable to stop it. What follows isn't just a case... it's the aftermath. Told in POV, this story dives into survival, guilt, and the bond between you and the squad as the investigation unfolds, leading into a trial that will change everything. Because it doesn't end with the arrest. Not when the consequences follow you home... and into a future you never planned for. Ongoing story.

Some stories are about being broken. This one is about finding a way to live anyway.

⚠️this story will have a lot of trigger warnings such as, self harm, eating disorders, purging and suicidal thoughts.⚠️ Y/n Diaz is 26 years old and decided she wanted to be a police officer. she struggles with her mental health after some bullying back in high school, they told her she was fat and should starve herself, so she did. but she continues starving herself as she still thinks she's too fat. why is she like this? why does she hate herself? also this is my first book i've ever wrote so please don't come at me! i do not own any of the characters from the rookie.