"You know, You were only supposed to be a fan."

Bill Kaulitz and Astrid Noack's love story is filled with too many plot holes, too many half smoked cigarettes, too much love expressed in all the wrong ways, and too much distance, both physical and emotional that almost ends up killing them both.

In the shadowy graveyard behind her seemingly ordinary high school, where crumbling headstones overlook the dead, y/n's life is forever changed by a mysterious boy with a haunting past. She's had countless encounters involving the dead, from the days spent exploring abandoned buildings and haunted houses. But nothing could've prepared her for the love she felt when she met the half-zombie boy, Bill Kaulitz. He was a boy of the night, with a beauty that was almost otherworldly. His kindness and black eyeliner drew her in like a magnet, despite the danger that lurked beneath his perfect smile. But with the fabric of time unraveling around them, will she risk loosing bill to his previous fame and rewrite the past? Or will she defy the fate that threatens to tear them apart? #1 in emoboy 12/27/2025 #1 in emolove 12/29/2025 #2 in emogirl 12/25/2025 #8 in georglisting 12/19/2025 #9 in undead 12/26/2025 #9 in gustavschafer 1/21/2026

- There's always one stupid mistake that changes everything- Tom Kaulitz the biggest player of school and a member of tokio hotel. How fortunate and unfortunate amerie was to meet him. She made his life better but he made her life a hell. "I'm not letting you go your all I have... and if I do I might have to kill you and everyone." ... "Before shutting the door to my locker; through the reflection of the glass I made eye contact with Tom. He stared real hard and a smirk formed on his face." -Completed 11/28/24- This book contains smut ⚠️ Inspired a bit by the movie thirteen / my living nightmare by winternightz