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Saving Damian | Completed  by booksbydiv
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Isabelle Montclair has her senior year all planned out: perfect grades, a flawless resumé, and one goal; get into Yale and leave her past behind. Everyone thinks she's lucky, but no one knows the nightmares she's running from. Damian Lennox. Reckless, irresistible, the kind of boy everyone warns you about. Between failing classes, hiding behind pills, and carrying his own mistakes, Damian is desperately trying to live, and Isabelle's trying to show him the world is more than his pain. Tutoring him should be simple. It isn't. He makes her life harder at every turn, and yet, the more time she spends with him, the more she sees there's more to Damian than anyone knows. Highest rankings: #1 in party #7 in enemies #8 in teenagelove
Abused Mate | ✔ by AllieThatGirl_96
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Abused all her life, Samantha 'Sam ' Wolfe doesn't trust any one. When she is forced to become Chem. Partners with Chris she starts to feel an attraction and it scares her. Chris Wayne is soon to be Alpha of Moonlight Pack. But when he finds his Mate in Sam, his priority changes. The closer he seems to get to her the farther she backs up. When he finds out about the abuse will he be able to stop it? And will he be able to show her that not all men are the same? ⚠️ THERE WILL BE SCENES OF ABUSE AND S.A. I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND NOW REALIZE I DID NOT PUT THE PROPER WARNING ⚠️ ALSO I AM REWRITING THIS STORY.
Ash's Darling | ✔  by Alex_writes42
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"Mae, show me." He demanded. I knew this would come up someday. My scars are from years ago when I wasn't happy with myself, or happy with anything really. I'm better now but I still don't like showing them to people. Most people ignore them but I knew once Ash saw them that he was going to ask. "Mae." He says again. What if he doesn't like them? What if he thinks they're ugly? What if he hears the story of them and decides he doesn't want me anymore? What do I do then? ... I slowly took off my jacket and showed him my wrist. "Why would you ever do that darling?" Tears started forming in my eyes. "I'm sorry. It was years ago when I wasn't happy and it's a long story." "Darling, look at me." He told me, lifting my chin. "I'm not mad at you. How long has it been since you've done that?" "Five years." "That's amazing, Mae." "You don't hate them?" "I hate that you felt the need to do that, but no, I don't hate them." He kissed my forehead, calming me down.
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Finally Free by lulustoriesss
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"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021
Saving Melanie Deen by ali_cher
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"That's the funny thing, though. Loving me is a death sentence, isn't it?" *** Melanie Deen's world consisted of abuse, alcohol, and loneliness. From her mother's abusive boyfriends to working at an underground bar, to being a well-known drug dealer's daughter...she's got a lot on her fragile shoulders. Her rough upbringing has formed her into the cold-hearted girl that she is today, making her the number one target for all kinds of trouble. However, her stone walls seem to come crumbling down when she finds herself spending just a little more time in Ethan Summer's mysterious presence. He's Willwood High's typical bad boy. He's rude, arrogant, narcissistic, and an undeniable badass. Girls wish they could have him and change his ways. Guys wish they could be him. But there's a lot more to him than people can even think of. Can Melanie deal with Ethan's secrets? Can Ethan break Melanie's walls? But most importantly... Can Ethan save Melanie Deen? --- Content Warning: this book includes graphic descriptions of abuse, violence, drugs, alcohol, and swearing. If you may be triggered by any topic listed above, I advise not to read this book. HIGHEST RANKINGS: 6th in #familyissues, 22nd in #damaged,
It All Started With a Diary  by leshae051304
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I anticipated every breath, and every word. Each day, you could only take an uneducated guess at what he would say. What he would do. My heart tremor as he leaned in. "I was wrong, sweetheart. I was so wrong," he whispered, the words tickling my ears. "Because with you, there are no doubts. Only love, so, so much love. And, I will spend every single day, every minute, and every fucking second proving that I deserve it." *** Kimberly Wrighton, the new girl who is desperate to make it through her senior year with as little issue as possible. The girl with a diary containing her insecurities, her secrets, and her true self. Kade Ryder, the typical popular guy who feeds off of fights, anger, and violence. The guy that gets whatever he wants, no matter who or what he has to destroy in order to get it. The bad boy that girls swoon over. The guy with a heart so cold, he would laugh in the face of someone's insecurities. This time, though, Kade had gone too far. What if the most rudest, arrogant, popular, and most beautiful man in your school took your diary? What if he read every thought, every bare emotion, and every word of it? What if, in the venture to get it back, you begin to see the real man behind the cold, hard exterior, the real you, and the real truth?
Redemption: For Monsters by Aspirewriter12
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Willow Parks life used to be perfect. It was simple, but just how she wanted it to be. That all changed after her moms brain cancer diagnosis. Her paradise crumbled quickly, and reality set it, leaving her alone in a house that no longer feels like home. With her mom living in the hospital full time, bills start to pile up, and life doesn't have the same appeal it used to. Outcast by her peers and planning to end her own life after her mother loses hers, she is determined she has no purpose. What's the point staying in a world when the only person you love has forgotten who you are? Convinced by others she is nothing but a waste of space, she has made up her mind. However, as her mother inches closer to her death bed, a new student, Silas, shows up out of the blue. Who she first dismisses as another jerk the school councilor wants her to befriend, quickly becomes someone much more intriguing. Silas Anderson moves in with his foster dad, wishing only to leave the past behind. After his life gets set ablaze, he's expelled from school and placed in foster care, none of his relatives wanting to take in such a problematic child. He plans on forgetting the past, restarting his life at his new school, but masking his trauma comes with a cost. Constantly haunted by his mistakes, he slips into a depression, which he works to keep hidden with alcohol, narcissism, and a smile. He's convinced himself that after all he has lost, he is better off living his life alone, fulfilling a future without friends or family. For his sake, as well as everyones around him. However, he's unsure what that future truly looks like. As time goes on, his drinking problem persists, as well as his deteriorating mental state. He is determined not to let anyone in, shutting out the world around him, and not letting his walls down under any circumstances. That is until he gets to know Willow, the student he assumed was a nobody, but turns out may be someone worth changing for. Content/trigger warning
When the Stars Burn Out (Wattys 2026) by CourtPate
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He told Aria to leave him alone. She should have listened, but Locklyn was hard to ignore when he was sleeping across the hall, barely eating, smoking in the snow, and waking from nightmares like he was still trapped somewhere awful. He was beautiful in the worst way. The kind of boy who looked like he'd already burned through all his light. Aria wanted to help him anyways. Then she wanted to stay. Then she wanted him in ways she absolutely shouldn't want the boy her family had taken in. [Complete Book]
Anxiety Attack by 11tay99
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In which a girl can't go a day without an anxiety attack and a boy can't go a day without noticing
if no one told you today by Author123456
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this is for those who feel everything "too" deeply you are not too much you are not not enough you are not alone if no one told you today you matter