"I don't know how I got here, something that seemed so far away just a few months ago was standing right in front of me, confessing everything I've ever wanted to hear. Begging me to finally be his, What should I choose? Thousands of answers were going through my head, so many times I've pictured this exact moment and not even once I doubted. Obviously reality was different, It didn't feel like a dream where everything was black and white, There were a lot of nuances to consider. Even though I understood the risks of it all, I knew my heart was already made up. I wished for it to be simpler, I wished for it not to leave an irreparable void where there used to be his voice, his smile and the sweet way he talked to me. I just hope to be making the right decision as tears fill my eyes. And then I responded."