Six years after Shane joined Ottawa, the team is unstoppable, two Stanley Cups, a dynasty in the making. Off the ice, though, Shane is still putting himself back together. The realise there is more important things then hockey

Shane Hollander had a plan. Four years, one university, one boyfriend who never left his hospital bedside. Clean. Controlled. Safe. Then Ilya Rozanov walked back into his life and ruined all of it. College AU. Secret history. A relationship that was never supposed to mean anything. And the slow, painful proof that it did.

Shane is forced to relive the Tuna Meltdown until he finally gets it right.

Ilya Rozanov had battled depression for years. Possibly for even longer than he realised, since long before that was what it was labelled as by his therapist. He had faced better days and worse days with it; that was just part of the cycle. There was one constant in his life though that had always managed to keep him grounded, and keep the particularly bad thoughts at bay; Shane Hollander. But when the life that him and Shane had finally started to build together now that they were out and living together and playing hockey for the same team is suddenly threatened to be ripped out from underneath Ilya's feet, life doesn't seem worth living anymore. The delicate balance that he had maintained for so long with his mental health completely topples. Canada's arguably most polarising duo in the hockey world are left to face their toughest battle yet. Feeling like they have to retreat back into the shadows once more, and unsure how they can ever fully recover from this latest disaster, Shane and Ilya navigate new and unfamiliar territory that challenges even their bond. This is the story of how Ilya Rozanov finds himself, and his happiness... and how Shane Hollander learns to let go, and trust again when it feels like all hope is lost. WARNINGS/TRIGGERS: Depression, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, smut.

Ilya could only nod, the knot at the base of his throat growing tighter. He wanted to confess that it was more than just care about him. He was hit with the realization as soon as Shane's crumpled body lay lifeless on the ice; he was in love. He loved Shane; red and hot as the blood coursing through his body. Passionate as his love for hockey. And it scared him. It scared him that he felt this way when they played the sport that they did. Scared him that people could hurt Shane for his team affiliation, for his sexuality. He was terrified. And he wished he had his own Rose Landry to talk to about things, the way Shane said he did. He wished he still had his mom, the way Shane did. He wished a lot of things at that moment. That Shane would open his eyes. That he would open his own eyes and it was all a terrible dream and Shane was sleeping next to him with the little pout in his lips. But it wasn't a dream. And Shane still had not opened his eyes. a hollanov whump fic 🤍fan

Sienna Marie Laurent has spent her whole life moving from one foster home to the next, learning that trust is dangerous and home is just a word. At sixteen, she's sharp-tongued, elite at soccer, and not about to let anyone get close-especially two strangers who suddenly decide they want her. Shane Hollander is calm, patient, and determined. A Japanese-Canadian professional hockey player, he's seen his fair share of challenges-but nothing could prepare him for a stubborn French teen who refuses to let anyone in. When he sets his mind on adopting Sienna, there's no turning back. Ilya Rozanov is tall, intimidating, and completely uninterested in children-until Shane insists. A Russian hockey star with piercing blue eyes and a personality that clashes with Sienna's at every turn, he's only here for Shane. But Sienna's attitude sparks something in him he doesn't want to admit. Thrown together by fate, forced into a world they didn't choose, Sienna must navigate the impossible: new families, icy stares, and hearts she didn't know she was about to break. Will she find a home with the people who refuse to leave her side? Or will her walls be too high for anyone to climb?

"Shane leaned his head back against the couch and took a deep breath, feeling the weight of Ilya resting on him. He was caught between wanting to preserve the little time they had left before Ilya got on a plane that afternoon, and wanting to press further and make sure his boyfriend wasn't slipping out of his fingers. He felt out of reach, physically with Shane but somehow slowly drifting away. Shane closed his eyes, saying a silent prayer, or maybe a wish. Please bring him back. I need him." -or- A look into the ups and downs of the two greatest professional hockey players who fell in love as they navigate their high-profile relationship in secrecy. Told from Shane's perspective as a closer look into his character and neurology, this story ebbs and flows with some of The Long Game canon, touching on a few of the same general plot points but with new, in-depth perspective and creative liberty. *TW: depression, mental health issues, disordered eating briefly mentioned. Smoking, drinking, drug use, language. NO SMUT, but stuff is heavily implied/fade to black*

★ ⋮ 𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 ⸝⸝ everyone knows that alexander saint lazarus is something special, childhood spent dragging lacklustre australian ice hockey teams into victory year after year with nothing more than sheer willpower and a distinct distaste for any other medal than gold. an nhl legacy is basically written in the stars as the trajectory of his existence barrels towards being one of the greats. that is until he meets shane hollander and ilya rozanov outside of an ice-rink in saskatchewan and his entire life is spun off course. ★ ⋮ 𝙤𝙧 ⸝⸝ prodigies rarely do anything by half, even if that means secretly hooking up with both of your biggest rivals for the majority of your star-studded ice hockey career (shane hollander x male! oc x ilya rozanov)

Shane invites Ilya to his lakeside cottage for two quiet weeks in the off-season. It's supposed to be uncomplicated. No teams, no press, no pretending. Instead, it turns into slow mornings, shared meals, negotiated control, and the kind of closeness that's a lot harder to walk away from than either of them expected.

Married life couldn't be better for Ilya Rozanov and his beautiful husband, Shane Hollander. They shared a home, a dog, and the very promised trophy room. They loved each other and couldn't be happier. Fans also loved them, husbands playing together? THE DREAM. Yet, still, as their first year of marriage passed by... they couldn't help but think something was missing. Someone was missing. They had so much love to give still. But it wouldn't be as easy as they thought.