Est never planned on falling for William - the walking red flag who dated a hundred people without blinking, the boy who flirted with everyone except the one person he shouldn't. What started as a harmless plan to fake-date William just to help a friend move on slowly twisted into something far messier, deeper, and painfully real. They weren't supposed to care. They weren't supposed to get jealous. They DEFINITELY weren't supposed to kiss like they meant it. But between pretending, denying, pushing away, pulling closer, and breaking each other with misunderstandings they didn't know how to voice... something dangerous began to grow. A need. A craving. A love neither of them felt ready for. As jealousy sharpens, secrets slip, boundaries blur, and their "fake" relationship becomes the most real thing in both their lives - Est and William must figure out whether they're falling in love... or falling apart. Toxic. Tender. Slow burn. Unhinged jealousy. Disclaimer- Please know that non of this is related to the real life actors. Its purely just my imagination.. If you have choose to read this story, thank you so much for giving it chance. For anyone who is interested. I have another book of WilliamEst. If you like. Please check that out too.💫❤️ Recommend for anyone who is 18+

Est is loved-by his parents, by his family, by a life that taught him how to endure quietly. William is admired by the world-successful, charming, careless in all the ways that never seem to matter. Their marriage is arranged for business, not cruelty. William never hurts Est. He simply never sees him. Est hides his loneliness behind polite smiles and careful silence, protecting his parents from the truth-that their only son is slowly disappearing inside a marriage where he exists alone. When Est finally leaves, he does so without anger, without accusation. And only then does William understand: absence can hurt far more than rejection. This is a story about neglect that doesn't look like abuse, love that arrives too late-and whether healing is still possible once someone walks away. only story is mine

"You're staring again," Est whispered. "I'm memorizing," William said. "In case you forget to come back tomorrow." _____________________________________ In the 1860s, Siam stood between tradition and change. William, the son of a loyal servant, spent his days tending the gardens of the grand Khunthara estate. Est, the family's gentle heir, had been raised for duty, to study, to obey, to become the man his lineage demanded. They found each other in quiet corners and sunlit courtyards, where laughter softened into something neither dared to name. Beneath the banyan tree, love had taken root, fragile, forbidden, and achingly real. Yet in a world ruled by hierarchy and silence, even the softest affection could become a dangerous rebellion. A tender historical romance about devotion, loss, and the courage to love when love itself had to hide. A WilliamEst story. ⚠️ Disclaimer: This story explores historical and cultural repression, instances of homophobia, and the darker sides of class and society. It also contains moments of intimacy and emotional intensity. While written with sensitivity, some scenes may be heavy or difficult to read. Reader discretion is advised.

"Love was never part of the deal. But neither was breaking each other." In William Jakrapath's world, tradition isn't questioned, it's obeyed. As the heir to a powerful family, his marriage isn't about love. It's about duty. And his parents have already chosen for him. Est Supha, the quiet, well-mannered son of their closest friends. William doesn't care. He doesn't argue. He doesn't even look at Est beyond what's necessary. Est, with his soft voice and hesitant smiles, hides his trembling behind calmness. But William notices... and ignores it. To him, Est is nothing more than an obligation - a shadow who will follow his rules, stay within his boundaries, and never cross his line. William is in control. Always. And he swears he will never love him. But what happens when silence turns suffocating? When glances last too long? When a shadow dares to step into the light? Because in this house built on tradition, it isn't love that will destroy them... it's everything they're trying not to feel. // mpreg ; smut

Est never wanted attention, but when a persistent admirer corners him, he panics-grabbing the nearest boy and blurting out a lie: "He's my boyfriend." The problem? That boy is William, the cold, dangerous student everyone avoids. What starts as a fake relationship to escape trouble slowly turns into something far harder to deny.

What happens when obsession hides behind a familiar face? William and Est were childhood friends bound by a playful promise before drifting apart: if Est was still single by 30, he would marry William. Years later, at 29, Est is a successful model with a magnetic charm that draws admirers. His boyfriend, Earn-a wealthy businessman-is jealous and paranoid, insisting Est be guarded at all times. To keep watch, Earn hires a private firm to assign Est a personal manager who doubles as a bodyguard, tasked with monitoring every move and reporting back to Earn. Est is sassy, sharp, and used to testing limits and thus bodyguards keep switching running away from him. Until fate brings William back-as Est's new bodyguard. Est feels comfort and nostalgia with William. But William isn't the same boy he once adored. Beneath William's calm, polite exterior hides a dark obsession, one that's been simmering for years. A twisted tale of love, obsession, and a pact that refuses to break. # Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 gmmtv #2 williamest #1 obsessive ⚠️ Disclaimers: Credits for pictures in the book cover goes to original owners, I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks ---

⚠️Warning: Omegaverse. Tension-filled dynamics. Slow-burn obsession. Male pregnancy. Boy's love🔞🔞🔞 Four years ago, William felt the pull of a bond that never led to a face. Now, fate throws him into the path of Dr. Est Pirapat-a Beta who shouldn't be able to shake his Alpha instincts to the core. But if Est is just a Beta, why does every fiber of William's being scream mate? Cold stares, unanswered questions, and a deliberate game of avoidance-William isn't the type to let things go. He's going to prove Est feels it too. Even if he has to tear through every lie in his way.

In the Kirgun family, love has never been a requirement. Marriages are contracts, signed to protect power, bloodlines, and legacy. It worked for the first son. It worked for the second. Now it is the third son's turn. William Kirgun, the quiet and dangerous mafia prince, enters a contract marriage with no intention of letting it become real. Feelings are liabilities, and he has survived his whole life by keeping control. Est never wanted the mafia world. Tied to the Kirgun family by circumstances beyond his control, he agrees to the marriage for one reason only-freedom. What he gets instead is a life inside the Kirgun mansion, bound by a name that isn't his and rules he never asked for. They live like strangers. Separate rooms. Separate hearts. Yet in silence, danger, and unspoken protection, something begins to change. As family traditions tighten, secrets surface, and blood demands loyalty, love grows slowly-quietly-against everything the Kirgun name stands for. Some vows are signed in ink. Some are written in blood.