In which a girl can't go a day without an anxiety attack and a boy can't go a day without noticing

His eyes were a crystal blue fused with a touch green, being the base for his iris. But close to the center - right close to the pupil - an intense white, yellow complextion saved a section of the eye for itself. It was random yet fit perfectly. His eyes were indescribable. Mesmerized, she reached out and hooked her pinkie with his. "I promise to always be yours" That was the last time belle ever saw him. ~~~~~~~~~ All it took was a little curiosity for 8 year old Belle Parker to get caught on the tracks with an ongoing train ahead. Saved from her near death experience by an unknown boy, Belle had unintentionally made a promise which had been effortlessly kept as once the promise had been made, Belle never encountered the young boy again. Suffering with a traumatising incident merely six years after, Belle fully lost everything about herself that the eight year old boy once loved. Now, three years later, living a life of luxury in America, along with her three overly protective brothers and three other sisters, seventeen year old Belle felt completely and utterly empty. The Parkers were one hundred percent convinced belle most likely would never be the same again. But what happens when she and her family are forced to go back to their home town in England for two months as part of their mother and father's business trip. Will going back bring terrorising flashbacks or will something or someone there vanish the pain and memories to heal her ruptured heart. ~~~~~~~~~~~ THIS BOOK IS UNEDITED This books contains mature content. Read at your own risk.

"Give me ten days, and I can give you ten reasons not to die." Evan paused. "And if I can't change your mind by then, you can go jump off that cliff."

So, let's get right to chase, yeah? My name is Alana Carter. You may call me Alana or Lana if you want. Anything that floats your boat. And here is the story of my life. But first, let's get to know me better, eh? I'm a girl, unless you haven't guessed and if you didn't, how small can your micro sized brain be? Pardon me cuz of my crude sarcasm but that's just how I roll I guess. I'm 16, currently in high school where I should be having the best time of my life right? HELL NO!! High school is such a pain in the arse!!! The more I stay within the four walls in my school, the more homicidal I get over the dickheads and bimbos that are walking down the halls. I have friends of course. We converse in intellectual topics such as the Civil War, Justin Beiber's rights as a human being and how many minutes does it take to microwave a hot pocket before their fillings purge out from their shell. We keep it to intellectual standards. As for my love life? Don't even bother mentioning it. It's as extinct as the Dodo bird right from the beginning. I have a fair enough of guy friends who either teases me to no end or treats me like a younger sister in need of protection. Oh, I forgot to mention one tiny detail. In school, I'm being tormented by the worst human on the face of the earth. He's a complete asshole who I wish to suddenly commit suicide or gone up in smoke. But no, he's always there to bully me in the worse way imaginable. But one incident just changed everything. And now... I might actually be falling for him...