i am working out the kinks so bare with me please my lovies 😊 Slightly unhinged polls inside🍾 Lilith most definitely lives up to her name. with unstable upbringings it comes as no Suprise that she has some interesting... hobbies. finally having a support system and people she considers family, although unorthodox, in this small island, tables start getting turned. a one night stand turns up and is now the new detective, a unrelenting suitor, a new pupil has surfaced in the shadows. one is nefarious, one is insufferable and another is obsessed. they might be the death if her or, the undoing of her restraint on the dark passenger trying to drive.

Disclaimer: my form of a diary! mental health, mention of rape/trafficking, mentionof bulling. Suicide. This is a what if writing take it as you will Noel has spent her entire life learning how easy it is for people to leave. Foster homes. Silence. The quiet understanding that some hearts are simply not meant to be kept. So she stopped believing in things like forever. Then she met Roman. Roman looks at her like she matters. Like the world might still have room for someone like her. In quiet conversations and long nights beneath the stars, Natalie begins to believe something she never allowed herself to imagine before-that love might finally be possible. For the first time, the future feels real. A home. A life. A place where she might belong. But some dreams are too fragile to survive the weight of the world. And sometimes the most beautiful lives we imagine are the ones that never truly existed at all. The Life That Almost Was is a haunting story about loneliness, longing, and the fragile empires we build from hope alone.

‼️✅Revised✅‼️ lily believes that lucifer did not rebel against god. She is the first human to figure out that God assigned lucifer the horrid role of ruling the underworld. Understanding and seeing lucifer for who he is, she catches the attention of him and some unsavory characters ready to use her as a get out of jail free card. After being "looked after from below" they finally meet, she doesn't take him seriously at first, but it becomes clear that he is who he says he is. Lucifer may still be an angel but his time in hell as king has made him possessive, protective, and primal. And he's ready to play to keep the gift God has given him.