If you ask me, personally, what it means to love like a Sangngern, I might find myself fumbling for the right words. I might dress it up in metaphors, try to make it sound profound. But Sara Arisara Sangngern would never hesitate. From the age of three to eighteen, she has lived inside the answer. She learned it from the best example she had left after losing her father - from her uncle, Joss Way-ar Sangngern. She learned that love does not always arrive loudly. Sometimes, it stays. Sometimes, it ties your shoelaces, waits outside your classroom, and argues over how much sugar should go into your milk. She learned that grief can sit at the same table as laughter. That family can be rebuilt. And most of all, she learned what it means when one man looks at another the way her father once looked at her mother in that blurry memory of a 3 year old- quietly, stubbornly, as if the world could end and it still wouldn't matter. That is what it means to love like a Sangngern.

"They built an empire on blueprints and a home on unspoken bi-panics." Gawin has spent years mastering the art of the "perfect roommate," living in the shadow of Joss's soaring corporate success while hiding a decade-long crush behind a mask of polite distance. However, his quiet devotion is complicated by a deeply rooted internal struggle: a confusing "homophobic crisis" where he mistakes his own paralyzing fear to confront his feelings for a prejudice he doesn't actually hold. Terrified that his intense physical reactions to Joss are a sign of discomfort rather than desire, Gawin overcompensates by building walls of awkwardness and self-doubt. In the sterile luxury of their shared penthouse, Gawin navigates a minefield of accidental touches and lingering looks, convinced that he is protecting their friendship, while Joss remains a silent, steady force waiting for the day his roommate finally realizes that the only thing standing between them is a lie Gawin told himself.

"There were kisses on your skin that didn't belong to me. And yet I kept leaving mine - desperate, reckless, as if carving them deep enough would make you mine again." Gawin was a creature of beauty and ruin, worshiped and desired, yet untouched by any tether of affection. To him, love was a fleeting amusement; Sex, a temporary shelter; People, mere moments on an endless road he never meant to walk with anyone. Joss knew this. Joss stayed anyway. ⸻ Originally posted this story on AO3, as I usually use Wattpad for Vietnamese works. But after seeing some folks on X mentioning that there aren't many JossGawin fics in English on Wattpad, I thought-why not share mine here too? So there you go, enjoy!

#JossGawin Fanfiction | Boys' Love | Dark Romance | Crime | Psychological Thriller | Drama Gawin Caskey was more than just an elite Interpol officer-he was relentless, sharp, and willing to risk everything for justice. But justice never saved anyone. One mission. One explosion. And just like that, he was gone. Declared dead. Buried in a name carved on a memorial. Joss Wayar was a monster wrapped in silk and blood, a man who thrived in chaos and built his empire on the bones of his enemies. But when Gawin vanished, the world tilted off its axis. Something inside him shattered. He didn't just mourn-he raged. He erased every last name on Gawin's unfinished hit list, drowning the city in fire and blood. And yet, the void remained. Until a whisper of the impossible reached him. Gawin was alive. Found in an isolated village, stripped of his past and locked in silence, his mind was a puzzle missing too many pieces. Joss took him-no, claimed him-dragging him into a hidden paradise built just for him. A place with no escape, no outside world. A golden cage wrapped in devotion, where Joss could keep him. Love him. Own him. But paradise was just another kind of prison. Trapped in Joss's suffocating embrace, Gawin's memories clawed their way back, piece by jagged piece. The mission. The explosion. The truth. And the terrible realization-Joss hadn't saved him. He had stolen him. Meanwhile, Roney, the one man who still refused to believe in Gawin's death, was closing in. Joss had gone too quiet, too still-a predator waiting to strike. And Roney knew, deep in his gut, that something was buried in the silence. Something Interpol had missed. With the past unraveling and obsession tightening its grip, Gawin stands at crossroads: return to the life he once swore by, or surrender to the dark devotion of the man who refuses to let him go. One choice means freedom. The other means love.

(Joss Gawin) A vampire and a witch. Bound by a cursed spell. Sworn enemies... until they weren't. Joss never wanted to be bonded. Gawin never wanted to be tied to someone like him. But when a failed ancient bond forces them together, what begins as hatred turns into something far more dangerous- love. Now, with a curse threatening to destroy them both, they'll have to make an impossible choice: break the spell, or break each other. Enemies by fate. Lovers by defiance. Their blood was never just magic-it was the spell all along.

(Joss Gawin) Mafia vibes AU // Gawin became the most wanted man, and Joss wasn't supposed to stick around after his job. But now, the heir and the assassin must trust each other to survive. The deeper they fall into the shadows of the syndicate, the more the lines blur between enemies, allies, and something far more dangerous. Loyalty is fragile. Love is fatal. And no one gets out clean.

Once deeply in love, Joss and Gawin fell apart without ever really knowing why. Time, silence, and pride created distance, but not forgetfulness. When they reunite unexpectedly years later, they're forced to confront the truth: they never truly moved on from each other, even if life tried to make them believe they had. Revealing not only unresolved pain, but also love that still lingers, unspoken.

#JossGawin FanFic | ~𝐵𝑜𝑦𝑠 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑈𝑟𝑏𝑎𝑛 𝐹𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑠𝑦~ Werewolves, Vampire 𝐷𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑟: 𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑠, 𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑙𝑢𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑒 𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠, 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑣𝑖𝑜𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑙𝑖𝑐𝑡. 𝐼𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑢𝑑𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑎 𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠. 𝑅𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑑𝑣𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑.

Introduction Every family has secrets. Some hide awkward holiday stories or embarrassing childhood photos. The Sangngerns? They hide fangs, full-moon transformations, and ancient rivalries that could tear the supernatural world apart. At first glance, the Sangngern household looks almost normal-if you ignore the flying child doing laps around the chandelier, or the glowing eyes that sometimes appear in family portraits. Joss, the towering, dramatic dad with super strength and a heart of gold, can lift a car with one hand and cradle a sleepy kid with the other. Gawin, the sharp-eyed, lightning-wielding mom (he/him, thank you very much), runs the house with equal parts sass and telekinesis. Their two sons, Poon and Barcode, are anything but ordinary. Poon, with his laser vision and stubborn streak, is part vampire, part werewolf, and fully teenage chaos. Barcode, the hyper-speed little brother who can outfly his dad and still be late to breakfast, may or may not have accidentally reversed time once. Still unconfirmed. Together, they're the Nightlight Guardians-a legendary family with a blood-soaked past and a destiny that won't wait for them to finish their homework. In a world where ancient vampire clans clash with feral werewolf packs, the Sangngerns have one rule: family first. No matter what. Not even the end of the world will break that bond. And trust me, the world is ending. Again.

In a world painted in shadows and lies, Joss Way-Ar Sangngern and Gawin Fluke Caskey are top-tier snipers working for rival elite agencies. Both undercover, their paths cross in a deadly game where trust is scarce and betrayal is deadly. Bound by a dark past and a fierce, forbidden love, they navigate a world of violence, secrets, and relentless danger. As enemies close in and alliances shatter, Joss and Gawin must decide if their love is strong enough to survive the crossfire - or if it will be the bullet that destroys them both. A gripping dark romance woven with pulse-pounding action and raw emotion, Crossfire Hearts is a story of survival, trust, and the unbreakable bond forged in the shadows.