kill joy. ʳᵉⁿʲᵘⁿ

❝Yes, you have no fault. But your happiness is.❞ ➶ fetus writing ➶ unedited ©DONGHYUQUE , 2018

- NCT Haechan ANGST -

[𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄] 𝐊𝐢𝐦 𝐄𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐋𝐞𝐞 𝐇𝐚𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐬𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐥 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲. 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐝𝐢𝐚𝐠𝐧𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐏𝐓𝐒𝐃 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐚 𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫 , 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐚𝐜�...

놓아[Huang Renjun]-Completed✔

놓아 (noh-ah) Translation: Letting go-To let something that holds a place in your heart go. Start: 18th April 2017 End: 30th April 2017

his smile // na jaemin

sometimes, you just need to let go. Started: 4·3·18 Finished: 4·8·18

[i] unrequited › jeno

❝what if this feeling is the pain and the painkiller to itself?❞ Some love are just not meant to be. Though two souls feels the same, both doesnt have the courage. The love never bloomed afterall. © hyunsucks┆ft. LEE JENO。

MIDDLE. ᵏʲʷ

❝you guys always stick together like glue.❞ growing up together in the same neighborhood , they we're very inseperable . but as time passes , he starts to see her more than a friend . ++ a kim jungwoo fanfic completed © bbyuwing | 2O18

[ 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 ] • 𝐍𝐂𝐓 ✔︎

What's worst? Losing or Dying? ( ( soon to be archived and revamped ) ) Rankings: #1 in psycho #3 in parkjisung #3 in jungjaehyun #13 in bloody #3 in nctmafia #17 in lucaswong #16 in leetaeyong

The Idea { NCT MARK }

" You love the idea of loving Erin but actually you don't,Mark " - Lee Jeno * Read the Sequel " Acception " * ° NCT Short Stories 5 °

AGAIN | MARK LEE

"Seems like we met up again, Mark Lee." It's a new year, and Mark is in Canada. But, now he got letters, who wrote it though? ✨ sequels to Summer Camp

[✔️SEQUEL] diary ; mark lee

a sequel to 17 days .

drunk | jaehyun

"but if i do, i won't be able to stop." "you don't have to stop." ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ in which lee aera encounters a certain someone during a visit to a club. will she never see him again after that night? or will a casual encounter turn into something more? [ a nct jaehyun fanfic ]

Hold On [Doyoung] (sequel to The One That Got Away)

TRIGGERING WARNING : suicide, and depression a sequel to "The One That Got Away". if you haven't read the original yet. go read it. the purpose of writing this story was to give awaraness to people about bipolar disorder and what it feels like to have a bipolar disorder. i was also diagnosed with bipolar disorder but...

Unrequited 》Mark Lee

》It hurts knowing you'll never love me the way I love you Trigger warning; a lot of mentions of depression, anorexia and self harm

[✔️] 17 days _ mark lee

sad ending . lower case intended .

The One That Got Away [DOYOUNG] ✔️

WARNING: mentions of suicide, a little bit of self harm. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!! This is an angst ff btw so prepare your box of tissues :"). an english FF. fun fact : all of the chapter titles are my fav songs! do search those song and listen to it 💖💖💞💖💖 fact: -english is not my first language so my writing sk...

Strawberry Milk • k.dy

❝If I were to supply you a strawberry milk whenever you want one, will you stop being suicidal?❞ date started [180715] date finished [190624]

Glass Jar | NCT Doyoung

"I love you but I can't. Lies. We will be living in lies." A story of Haein and her confusing turn of events in her life. ◾NCT Doyoung Fanfic◾ Start: 03/07/18 Finished: 04/11/18 •Ranking: #6 - Euphoria (as of 12/05)

red | jaehyun

Red doesn't only symbolize love. "In my opinion, we weren't meant to have a happy ending." cover made by @melancho_lee you should follow her and read her stories ♡ ¡ not edited ! - COMPLETED -

𝐑𝐔𝐍 • 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐇𝐘𝐔𝐍

when a girl who is from the bad side of town meets a guy while running from gang members.

pen & paper | NCT Doyoung

doyoung is eunseo's crush since college but doyoung never noticed her. he is the only person she's ever been attracted to ever since her ex from hs. after a while eunseo became a successful comic book creator that tackles social issues which sparks the interest of doyoung who is now studying journalism as his 2nd majo...

Lie ━ kim doyoung

" I know you are lying yet I still chose to trust you. " ⁀➷ ohdoie // 2020 ver ⁀➷ kim doyoung fanfiction

Talk To Me | johnny seo.

You text John for a few years. When will he ever reply? (short story)

𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗹𝗶𝗽𝘀 | nct johnny

「 ʀᴇᴅ ʟɪᴘs ᴀʟᴡᴀʏs ʟɪᴇ 」 - she was his love, a sweet memory to her sister's fiancé; which one did he fall for? #1 - seoyoungho

remember • johnny seo

"𝘫𝘰𝘩𝘯𝘯𝘺, 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘦𝘳?"

trauma//choi.seungcheol

"don't be traumatized by your past, just look at me and i will change everything" [Completed] ctto. Togethersvt -- SEVENTEEN (세븐틴) Choi Seungcheol (최승철) Fan fiction

𝐬𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬. / kim wooseok

"would a whole week be enough to make you take me back again?" haerin was resolved into bringing her love wooseok back, but he was tired of having to hide behind her shadows all the time. lowercase intended.

Rewrite The Stars (Taeyong NCTx Reader) -editing-

Taeyong had bullied you since first grade, when you leave in the middle of 8th grade and come back in 9th as a completely different person, is Taeyong going to rewrite your fate with him as enemy, or rewrite it and make you his? #7 - Leetaeyong - 10/10/18 #8 - NCTTaeyong - 8/11/18

forgotten |doyoung|

'Am I that easy to forget?'

left behind » nct doyoung

❝sometimes i look back and wonder if "us" really existed.❞ [180526 #227 in short story] [180526 #331 in short story] [180519 #443 in short story] [180522 #507 in short story] [180523 #557 in short story] t.s: lost in love - ti, dy, jh started: 161103 completed: 180526

thrown letters • dong sicheng

" I gave my heart, I hope your smile will be flash again at my funeral "