Billie didn't fall in love the normal way. She met someone who climbed out of the woods, asked the questions no one dares to ask and made chaos feel like home. What starts as a chance encounter turns into something unmanageable, messy, magnetic and impossible to ignore.

"Did you come with Finn?" she asks. "I mean, aside from the bodyguards." I glance back. Oh damn. Hell. Fuck. Lord. Why does she look so fucking hot in that suit? She's applying makeup like she needs it. "You don't... even need makeup," the words slip out of my mouth. "Oh, shut up," she says. "Grandma needs makeup." She grabs her bag, looks at me. "So did you just come with Finn? No boyfriend?" I laugh. Which boyfriend? "What are you talking about?" She shows me her phone. Finn's calling. "Oh," I say. "It's time to perform." She steps closer. Then leans in and whispers in my ear- "'Cause I'm taking you with me tonight."

How could a normal day turn out to be so not normal? "Hmm? What's my name princess?" Her eyes gleamed with mischief a smirk on her face. I scoffed, "Obviously asshole bitch." she frowns, "A little girl like you shouldn't be using those words princess." She quickly makes her way to me as i step back. Im pressed against the wall and look down only to have my chin gripped roughly. "Ill ask one more time, what is my name?" Tears well in my eyes as i stare into her ocean blue eyes that seemed to have darkened a lot. "M-mommy." "Good girl." !!!!!!! This story contains lesbian content, violence, sexual and explicit scenes, and kinks. If you are uncomfortable with this maybe this is not the book to read. However, if you're not uncomfortable then go ahead and read.

billies gone but is she really? tw: suicide, mentions of suicide, sh, usage of alcohol and drugs

---(nonsexual)--- *This was my first whole book lol plz don't judge*

billie eilish world flipped upside down 1 year ago now she's homeless on the streets of la with no where to go. what happens when she meets a girl with a loving heart mentions of homelessness, substance abuse, domestic violence abuse, depression, etc