The true life story of Captain America ★ I've always loved him with my whole life, so when he died, I died too despite my still breathing lungs and beating heart. When he reemerged, I was reborn knowing that I'd been given this power so that I might save him on this very occasion. They told me he wasn't worth saving, that he wasn't the man I once loved, but I knew when our eyes met that we still had far more in common than what separated us. If saving him is within reach, I refuse to live without him, and maybe that makes me a fool, but I have to stand up to the masquerade and do what's right. That's always been my way of fighting other people's wars, and it's high time I started fighting so devotedly for my own, too. PARAQUEL//PREQUEL TO BUCKY'S DIARY ★ installment 1 of 3 in the 'Diary' series ★ •Being Rewritten, currently updated through 12/23/34• Best rankings to date: #1 preserumsteve - (winter 2019, spring 2021) #1 gayfanfiction - (summer 2020) #1 thewintersoldier - (spring 2019) #1 skinnysteve - (fall & winter 2020, summer 2021) #3 stucky - (fall 2019) #8 endgame - (spring 2021) WARNINGS: listed within first chapter Please don't steal my book, I worked very hard on it! Originally published August 4, 2018. Republished March 15, 2025. Copyright © 2018 Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Copyright © Marvel (some characters and plot lines) I do not own any music mentioned throughout the work. All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or used in any manner without the prior written permission of the copyright owner, except for the use of brief quotations in a book review. Edited by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Cover art by Catherine, @James_BuchananBarnes Some scenarios in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to actual persons, living or dead, is coincidental.

Steve Rogers married the love of his life in a grand spectacle while on the run from the US government. The newlyweds enjoyed exactly one year of marital bliss before half the world, including Steve's best friends, Bucky Barnes and Sam Wilson, blipped out of existence at the hand of the Mad Titan. They've both lost people, but one of them is coping better than the other. Grieving the loss of Bucky and Sam, and carrying the guilt of letting the world down, Steve tries to find solace in the arms of his wife as they work together to weather the storms of this new existence and build the future they both dreamed of. But, he can't shake the infinite feeling of failure and the need to fix what Thanos broke, no matter the cost.

Everything would be different if you hadn't gone to work that day. Maybe you would still be normal. Instead, you're dangerous, a threat to be contained. You don't want to be powerful. You don't want to be special. You don't want to be an Avenger. But there's something about the way Steve looks at you--warm and soft and trusting--that makes you feel like you're still yourself.

It's all Avenging, fun, and games until the guys find a positive pregnancy test in Stark Tower. Bucky, Tony, and Steve all realize they are either going to be a father or an uncle. Find out what happens when the guys try to figure it out on their own (with the help of Sam and Clint). Special appearances by Pepper and Natasha. Mild sexual situations, not terribly graphic or heavy.

Your mischievous older brother Loki is causing trouble on earth, your original home planet, its up to you and your other brother Thor to stop him. Arriving on your home planet you find yourself part of a team of remarkable people, specifically the man out of time. Building new friendships will you decide to stay on the planet you used to call home and will those friendships, specifically with the captain blossom if you decide to stay? This story covers the infinity saga and will contain spoilers for it. This also contains SMUT 18+ ONLY, MINORS WILL BE BLOCKED.

YN never planned on being tangled up with the Avengers. Fierce, headstrong, and unwilling to follow anyone's rules, she was the last person Nick Fury wanted anywhere near his team. But when secrets unravel and old ties resurface, YN finds herself pulled into their world - and into the orbit of Steve Rogers. Between battles, betrayals, and the weight of their own scars, YN and Steve stumble into something neither of them expected: love. But with Fury questioning her place, Nat demanding answers, and the whole team watching, YN has to decide whether she's ready to fight for more than survival. At its heart, this is a story about trust, belonging, and learning to find a future - even when the past won't let go.

A terrible accident on a mission leaves Steve unable to remember his life after 1945... and leaves him unable to remember YOU. Can you stick around even though he's in love with the ghost of Peggy? Can Steve's memory be saved? (COMPLETED STORY)

Steve and the reader have a tumultuous relationship, made worse by his past with Peggy Carter, a traumatic injury with lasting effects, and an unlikely support from a teammate that suddenly goes beyond friendship. Will the relationship with Steve survive, or will there be one too many obstacles for either of them to overcome? Cover art by: @voidmaximoff