"Every version of them ends up breathless." They kiss like mistakes. Touch like confessions. And never, ever learn. In every AU, William ruins Est-and Est lets him. One book. All the tension. No happy endings guaranteed.

Pretending was supposed to be easy... until desire entered the ring. William, 21 years old, a rising boxing star, is determined to stay away from dating until he wins gold at the Asian Games. But constant pressure from his family to start dating proves more distracting than actually dating. So William hatches a plan: pretend to be gay and enlist his trainer Est, 27 years old, legend in Thai boxing and a notorious playboy who flirts with new girls constantly, to fake a relationship and keep his family satisfied. Est agrees to pretend to be gay and fake date as well to keep William focused on boxing. Living together to make the lie believable, every shared meal, training session, accidental touch, heated sparring match, and stolen glance blurs the line between pretense and reality. What started as a harmless act slowly awakens feelings neither of them expected, forcing them to confront desires they never knew were there. # Highest Ranking 🏅 #1 mxm #1 williamest #1 estsupha #1 william #1 discoveringyourself #2 fakedate ⚠️ Disclaimers: Contains: Intense feelings, strong language, borderline toxic push and pull, angst but served with hotness, self discovery -- be ready for a rollercoaster! Credits for pictures in the book cover goes to original owners, I do not own them. If you'd like credits or want them to be removed, please let me know. Only the story is mine, it is a fiction and does not represent the actors' real life. Do not copy or translate. -- Thanks --

Est is William's- his to love, his to ruin, his to keep. On their first wedding anniversary, a single moment of jealousy awakens the dangerous obsession that simmers beneath William's love. Est knew William's love was obsessive, all-consuming. But when jealousy fuels the fire, William's touch turns punishingly slow, teasing, relentless. And Est? He's left begging for the only person who can ruin him completely. Happy Reading! 💗💋

An enemies-to-lovers story that follows William and Est-two boys bound by childhood rivalry, stubborn pride, and an unspoken connection that never quite went away. When Est moved into William's quiet Chiang Mai neighborhood, he didn't just bring noise and confidence-he brought change. To William, Est was loud, flashy, and infuriatingly good at everything. To Est, William was cold, smug, and impossible to impress. Over the years, they clashed like fire and ice, turning every shared moment into a silent war of words, glares, and video game showdowns. But everything changes when William finally follows his older brother to university-only to find himself roommates with the one person he swore he'd never tolerate again. Older now. Sharper. Still rivals... but something feels different. Because sometimes, hate lingers too long.
And sometimes, it starts to feel a little too much like something else.

He's my sister's boyfriend. The guy I'm not supposed to look at... touch... want. But William Jakrapatr looks at me like he already knows. And one night, when she's not home, he stops pretending. I swore I'd never cross that line. Now I can't stop.

[COMPLETED] On his fifth birthday, William started dreaming of a beautiful boy he had never met, someone too beautiful, too familiar to be a stranger. But names were never exchanged, addresses untold. Years passed. The dreams never stopped. At sixteen, William's world cracked wide open. His first kiss revealed a family pact. Est. The guy who was never meant to be part of William's world. Yet by decree of the old family tradition, Est became more than just a stranger. He was William's betrothed. From that moment, Est became the symbol of everything William resented. An obligation. A shadow. An enemy. Even before they ever met. Neither one wanted this. Neither one expected what would come next. What if some connections are impossible to escape? What if some faces are always meant to remain a mystery? What if not? Ranking over time: #1 williamjarkapatr #1 promise #1 uni #1 nicknames #1 dreams #2 dreamworld #2 betrothed Crossposted on AO3 now

"You sentenced me to die," William whispers, "and now you come crawling back like I'm the only one who ever made you feel alive." Est Supha Sangaworawong was built to be clean. Polished. A prosecutor with a flawless record and no room for mistakes, or monsters. William Jakrapatr was supposed to be just that. One trial. One headline. One death sentence. Case closed. Until the dreams started. Not of the crime. Not of the courtroom. Just him. The convict with chained hands and a smile that feels like a secret. Now Est is back at the prison. Sitting. Watching. Wanting. What started as obsession twists into something darker, desire wrapped in guilt, lust heavy with betrayal. A WilliamEst Story. ⚠️ Disclaimers: This story contains explicit content, moral corruption, psychological seduction, emotional breakdowns, and sex that feels like sin. You've been warned. This is a work of fiction. The characters, events, and moral choices depicted are entirely fictional and created for storytelling purposes. Some themes may be dark, controversial, or morally complex. They are not intended to promote or glorify any specific behavior. If you're uncomfortable with moral ambiguity, imperfect characters, or dark content, please proceed with caution. Not all actions are meant to be endorsed. Reader discretion is advised.