**THIS IS A BOYXBOY ONE DIRECTION LOVE STORY. IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH EITHER OF THOSE THINGS, I SUGGEST YOU STOP HERE AND LEAVE. Thank you** He wanted to hurt me in every way possible. I wanted to love him in every way possible. We were completely opposite. He was blond, I had black hair. His eyes were blue, while mine were brown. He was Irish, I was British. He was pale, I was tan. He was straight, I was gay. He was perfect, I was far from it. I don't know why I was in love with the gorgeous blond boy that caused me excruciating physical pain on a daily basis, but I was. I, Zayn Malik, am in love with my bully, Niall Horan.