BL. Dive Series #1 "He was the arsonist who set my cold heart ablaze. From ember to ashes, he kept the fire burning." If Cerulean had to dive the deepest ocean to win against his rival, Gaven Miguel Zafra for the regular libero spot, he would do it. He thought it was the only trouble he must cross through. However, a spike of fate will bring him to a voyage of self-discovery into a whole new world: the world of spectrum and its complex romantic algorithm.

Rafayel Cassius Delaire, a guy who never really cared about anything, suddenly met Elior Aidan Vireo. He had no idea that Elior went to the same school as him, he only noticed him now, thanks to their not-so-ordinary encounter on the bridge. Later on, he finds out that Elior has selective mutism. But what caused it? That's what he wants to know, or at least, that's what he thinks. Deep down, he doesn't just want to understand why Elior became selectively mute... he also wants to know more about Elior himself. Will he get to know more about him and find out the reason behind Elior's silence, or be left with nothing but silence?

Might not. Probably won't. Maybe never. Unlikely. Doubtful. Despite being everything he could have been, Elize constantly settled in the dark, lurking with the impossibles and uncertainties. He believed that he would grow up and take the path of life in a single route with one straight line; no turns, no shortcuts. Perhaps it was because his one and only flesh and blood prompted him to think that if he didn't act like how he was made and how he was supposed to be, he would never reach the light at the end of the tunnel, or never reach his dreams, never be accepted, never be treated seriously...never be loved. The word "Always" was never in Elize's vocabulary-an exception with always doubting, always trying, always...just dreaming. But never the good kind of "Always". Then he tasted it, the bittersweet sensation in his tongue when his mother left him to work abroad. Elize then started to thrive, meet new friends, socialize, be a human...fall in love. For the first time, Elize felt free, felt genuine, felt...guilty? Guilty...was it because he felt glad his mother left, or because he met someone that made him start to feel the Always' in his Nevers? Regardless, he dedicated his whole life in chasing that assurance in his world of doubts, and he simply could not back out now. But when good things come to an end, the choice is yours if you want to let it go, or fight for it. If you choose the latter, make sure to draw blood and fight until you're dead. Just like Elize did.

SUPERFICIAL THINGS Trivial drama. Stupid games. Petty deals. 
Things Fiel never imagined he'd be dragged into, especially not after finally making it to college. He had only two priorities: school and family. That was the plan. But within the first few weeks, reality hit harder than he expected. Overwhelmed and cornered, he found himself making a deal he never thought he'd consider; with none other than the school's infamous heartbreaker. Karson Icarus Silverio. A name that screamed wealth, charm, and trouble. All Karson wanted was to win over Fiel's best friend. And Fiel? He just wanted the cash. Becoming a reluctant wingman felt like a small price to pay...at first. But as the days blurred and boundaries thinned, Fiel began to realize something unsettling: nothing was going according to plan. And maybe, there was more between him and Silverio than either of them cared to admit. Questions started to race in his head. How long could they keep pretending? 
And when would they admit that these weren't just superficial things anymore? Nonetheless, when a pill is begging to be swallowed, it would be difficult to deny it. Not when it keeps you up until dawn.

a bl novel | caelus & vixean femxfem In a world where everything feels fleeting, Vixean Santino Mondejar has mastered the art of leaving before he can be left. Not until... he meets Caelus Ryosuke Yoshida. After being rejected for being "too inexperienced," Caelus seeks out the last person anyone would expect: Vixean, the one who embodies desire with every step he takes. Yet as their connection deepens, so do the shadows gathering behind it. Caelus is everything Vixean isn't---and everything he never knew he needed. What started as a simple arrangement slowly turns into something neither of them planned for. And for the first time, as past wounds resurface and truths begin to unravel, Vixean is forced to confront the one thing he's been running from his entire life: the possibility of being loved... and the fear of losing it. The two of them learned that even the boldest colors can fade into soft, pastel shades of love. Just like their hearts...

𝗡𝗮𝗯𝗶𝗴𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗶 𝗦𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗲𝘀 #𝟭 Under his thick, black-framed glasses and resting poker face, Conrad Angelo Marquez, a.k.a. Conan, is a hopeless romantic (and closeted) gay. He swore not to hope for high school romance anymore after getting rejected by his happy crush, but it seems to be harder than he thought when Jason Menzona pops out of nowhere and stirs his delusional and overthinking heart.

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