nakajima atsushi attempts to cope with a deceased beloved. - art on cover made by @/asJasmin1224 (twitter) RANKING IN TAG(s) ; ➺ #1 - #shinsoukoku [ 05.07.20 ] started → 11/12/16 edited and completed → 4/11/20 © adhdrice - 12.25.2016

!!A Boy in The Window Cinematic Universe Story!! What do you do when your twin brother goes missing? Well, for Scaramouche Shogun, he decides to take it up on himself to search for his brother. With no one by his side except for his boyfriend Kazuha, the duo begins their search for the missing man. However, literally a day after the beginning of their escapade, Scaramouche is captured by a group of strange people. Little does Scaramouche know, these people had been stalking him for quite some time now, and have been looking for the right time to take him into their custody and use him in their experiments. And the plot thickens when Scaramouche discovers what, or technically who, has been causing his internal and external pain, the result of the experiments surrounding him. Will Scaramouche be able to ever escape the torturous compund he's trapped in, let alone with his sanity intact? "I know what you want. You want to be accepted. You want people to care about you. I can do that. So for the love of the Archons, stop trying to kill me!" "....Maybe...."

BOOK #3 He's like a storm-unpredictable and dangerous. I knew he was a sick bastard when he smiled after I hit him the first time. Annoying and obsessive, that's what he is. I sensed it early on, but I didn't realize just how deep it ran until his obsession latched onto me. Until I became the center of his world. Until he started flashing that smug, crooked smile my way. But we can't... we're not supposed to be together. We're polar opposites-existing in the same world, but never meant to collide. Yet, he's ready to tear down everything for me. But it's not that simple. My brothers are monsters. They'll kill him. And still, he doesn't care. ---- Glasses perched on his nose, calm and collected. Exactly my type. I knew he was meant to be mine the moment our eyes locked, that intense gaze pulling me in. And I'll have him, no matter what it takes-by any means necessary, even if it costs me everything. I want to hold him in my arms, kiss him until neither of us can breathe. But why is it so hard? Why does the world push back so fiercely when it comes to him and me? I want him. And I will have him.

It's a classic love story: boy meets boy. Boy becomes best friends with boy. Boy falls in love with boy. Boy pretends not to be in love while boy steals his fries, his hoodies, and eventually his heart. Seungcheol swears he and Jeonghan are just best friends. Which is true if you ignore the constant intrusive thoughts about making him laugh, making him his, and making him SCREAM his name in bed. Yup. totally platonic friends. Absolutely.

When gamer Choi Seungcheol moved into his new apartment, he didn't think much about its history. Sure, it used to belong to Yoon Jeonghan, the cold, beautiful, heartless, famous artist who had "tragically died" in a car crash a month ago. The news had been everywhere, and Seungcheol remembered thinking, damn, even his funeral looked expensive. Until one rainy night at 3 a.m., someone started knocking. Seungcheol, half-asleep and armed with the nearest frying pan, opened the door and froze. Standing there was Jeonghan himself. "AAHHHHHHH YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DEAD! I SAW YOUR FUNERAL ON TV!" Seungcheol screamed. Jeonghan crossed his arms. "Do I look dead to you?" Well... he did look pale and a little ghostly, though Seungcheol would admit, only in the "too pretty to be real" way. And the more he stared, the more Seungcheol realized the terrifying truth: Jeonghan might actually be a ghost.

A student, a gang leader, and a damaged person are all personalities living inside of Ash Lynx. New York is rough, and he's slowly gotten used to it. But when Eiji Okumura, an innocent exchange student, stumbles into his walk of life, things become messy. Old foes formulate new plans and conspire against the world, and Ash struggles to choose between the life he has, and the life he wants. This is based off of canon Banana Fish, so some events occur as they do in the anime. However, as most things diverge from the original, a butterfly effect takes place. This story ends up completely different than where everything started. DISCLAIMER: All rights for the story belong to the Banana Fish creator! The art on the cover was not drawn by me, and I do not own it! All credit goes to that artist. Enjoy everyone!

Jeonghan sleeping with a woman he likes? Great. She says she's also sleeping with another man? Not so great. Jeonghan decides he's going to win. Sabotage the competition. Out-charm the rival. Claim the girl. Simple plan. Except... he didn't expect the other man to be that good-looking. Or He wanted to win the girl. He didn't expect to lose his mind over the competition.

Repress. Don't feel. Be perfect. Prove Them Wrong. Jeonghan just wants to be an idol. He'll do whatever it takes. ⚠️TW: semi-graphic depictions of self-harm, violence, offensive slurs, sexual assault, and other dark themes.

Vampire's Mate #2 Seungcheol has never been great with his emotions. His disastrous personal life is evidence enough of that. Returning to be a doctor in his small hometown was supposed to bring him closer to his family, not push them even further away. He's been slowly working to repair the mistakes he's made, but his efforts aren't made any easier by the new existence of vampires in his world. Especially one pesky, annoyingly beautiful vampire in particular. ICU Doctor Seungcheol x Vampire Jeonghan

His brother died in a street race. Jeonghan wants answers. When rookie journalist Yoon Jeonghan starts digging into the crash that killed his brother, all roads lead to Seungcheol-underground racer, legend, and liar. Everyone tells Jeonghan to stay away. But the deeper he gets, the more obsessed he becomes. And the more he wants the truth... Even if it destroys them both. "You should've left it alone," Seungcheol said. "Now you're next." This isn't a love story. It's a crash waiting to happen.