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𝐒𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐳𝐞 𝐑𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐢 has learned to keep going long before she was ready to. She moves through life with a quiet kind of control, one that doesn't come naturally.
She doesn't expect anyone to notice her.
He does.
He's rough where she isn't, guarded in ways that she recognizes without needing an explanation. Everything about him should've made her step away.
But she never did. She stayed to see past his hard surface and understand the words he doesn't say. However, the longer she stayed, the more she noticed the patterns unraveling. It felt too familiar after all. Her father had lost the same fight he was still in. The kind of fight that consumes everything and everyone around it. She wonders if she's holding onto something that was never meant to last.
𝐑𝐨𝐰𝐚𝐧 𝐆𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐢 has worn himself down by everything he's tried to outrun. After so long, numbness is the only thing that feels consistent and familiar. It's something he could slip into without thinking. He leaned on substances like a shield, it was the only thing that could numb his mind.
After so long, he's gotten used to shutting everything out. But she doesn't stay out.
She isn't loud, but she's impossible to ignore. Her quiet steadiness unsettles him more than any high. Without meaning to, she shows him what he's spent his life denying.
For a while, he allows himself to believe he could be different. But change doesn't come easy. He falls back into what he knows best.
But something about her makes it harder to disappear. She makes him feel something again, but he's not sure that's a good thing.
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𝐁𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐁𝐞𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐲 explores the quiet helplessness of loving someone you can't save from themselves, even when you're just as lost.