"I only ever feel alive with her weight in my arms and she only ever breathes when drugs fill her veins." For as long as she can remember, Raven has only ever belonged to herself. Neglectful parents, fake friends and many bullies. To deal with the fact that pain never seems to fade away, she found comfort in all sorts of drugs and fell deeply into it really quickly. They made her feel like she was never alone. After all, they're the only things that can quiet down her mind and destroy her inner wounds. When a blue haired girl walks into her life, Raven feels like a shadow. Billie is everything she isn't: stable, popular, smart and most of all, happy. Raven is a nightmare and Billie is absolutely perfect. Raven tries to ignore her feelings for Billie, pushing her away again and again. Lies, violence, disappearances... She always runs back to drugs to cope with the danger of falling for someone. Drugs can't betray her, but people can always leave. But Billie never leaves. She falls hard for Raven as her light begins to dim while she gets pulled into Raven's darkness. Loving Raven isn't gentle. It's destructive and addictive. Despite the danger, Billie can't leave, deeply obsessed. Raven chases numbness. Billie chases the despair of loving her. When Raven finally stops running away, it might be too late.

can a week with billie eilish change your life? ameera jackson, a broke college student from new york city applies to a spring break contest to live with her idol, billie eilish, for a week. she doesn't know her life will completely turn around. lower case intended

december, a new upcoming artist, finds out she's the opening act for billie eilish during her 'happier than ever' tour. she's so excited, practicing non stop and playing billie's song on repeat. when she steps on the flight the first night and finally meets the famous 'billie eilish', december finds out billie is nothing like she seems. she's horrible. and december learns why more and more people hate billie eilish. because eventually december hates her too.

june and billie aren't quite lovers, but they aren't quite friends either. they're what some would consider a situationship, and june's friends tell her she should get cut it off as soon as possible. they tell her that casual love can have the most heartwrenching pain. but june and billie aren't casual. june and billie are anything but casual. and even if they were, june couldn't bring herself to care about the pain it may bring her. she had billie by her side, and that was all that mattered. billie eilish x oc g x g. lowercase intended. hmhas era.

You learn how to feel nothing instead of everything. Until one night, at 2:13 a.m., you stop walking. And she's there. Billie Eilish. but not the version the world sees. "don't move", she said quietly. and for the first time, I didn't want to.

↳ « can you stay over tonight? » ─ 𝗶𝗻 𝘄𝗵𝗶𝗰𝗵 a girl of 16 years has been through various types of trauma. She appears secretive, cold-hearted and is seemingly unapproachable until the day she unexpectedly bumps into a girl with cerulean hair, who supposedly doesn't fit into the right category of societal norms. The weeks proceed and the former tension dissipates when an unforeseen diagnosis throws the 16-year-old's family into great turmoil. Will she be able to cope with the situation with the help of Billie? Will she find enough trust in her to make veiled references about her critical past? And most importantly, how soon will they discern that their feelings could be more than just those of a regular friendship? 𝗶𝗹𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗼 - 𝗕𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗲 𝗘𝗶𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 gxg high school romance | trigger warnings mentioned in '000' achieved: #1 in teenissues 03/14/21 #1 in problematic 03/15/21 #1 in awareness 03/17/21 #2 in lesbian 05/21/21 #1 in lgbt 05/22/21 #1 in mental 08/29/22 #1 in illness 05/05/23 100k reads - 12/23/21 200k reads - 03/21/23 300k reads - 10/13/24

Aliyah's been struggling with depression for years, so she's given herself 72 hours to live, but when she meets Billie her plan becomes more difficult and her friendships start to fall apart. Will she stay for Billie or continue with her plan? ⚠️TW⚠️ Mentions of -depression -suicide -self harm -death (Starts slow but just trust the process) 🥇 -#1 billieeilish -#1 eilish -#1 blohsh -#1 billieilish -#1 les -#1 oconnell -#1 Baird -#1 Claudia -#1 billiefanfiction -#1 billiefanfic -#1 depression -#1 Billie -#2 finneas -#2 wwafawdwg -#4 hte

A timid teen crosses paths with a famous pop star. Is it just a fling or is there something bigger?

This is a story about how a single text to the wrong number changed Anna's life. A simple Brazilian girl, capturing the beauty of life through her art and her eyes. This is a story about love.