"I am the Great Spirit of Yang! Bringer of the Sun! Bane of the Night! A Titan of the Sky whose light cannot be eclipsed! The Queen of the Heavens who will make all other plebeians bow before her!" "You're seriously adorable, you know that ?" Says Subaru, looking at the tiny silver haired girl who, if she were a dog, would've been wagging her tail. "Of course, father. But need I remind you that I am the physical incarnation of the heaven's wrath ? An unstoppable force of nature! A being of endless light and limitless power, I am-" "...A very sweet girl." Emilia interrupted her. "...hmph! I will allow it..." She trailed off, pouting while turning her head away to hide the pink hue on her cheeks from her 'parents'. -- Natsuki Subaru had many expectations in mind when he was summoned to a magical fantasy world. Fathering an unusually strong child claiming to be his daughter... Was certainly not one of them. Even if she proclaims herself as the "Great Spirit of Yang".

After being transported into another world, Natsuki Subaru has gone through all kinds of pain and died many times but still returned to life for a very enigmatic reason. The ones who have met him in their world will now see how Natsuki Subaru went through all kinds of deaths that will answer their questions on how he would able to know the happenings of the future.

Natsuki Subaru, whose name is eaten by the Archbishop of Gluttony, has to face a nightmarish reality that he has tried so hard to avoid ever since coming to the fantastical medieval world. At first it seemed like a chance for new beginnings, but no longer remembered by the world, he comes to the realisation that perhaps the same people who would throw him to the White Whale, watch and do nothing as a Mabeast curse consumes him, and use him as a tool to follow a perfect path toward a delusion lasting four centuries-maybe, just maybe-are not worth saving. After all, who will come to save him in the end, if not himself? Crossposted my fic from AO3 - https://archiveofourown.org/works/72702956