After successfully escaping with Till and seeing the meteors in the night sky, he didn't want to go back, he could finally be free, they could finally be free. Or at least he thought so. He never imagined Till would give up everything to save Mizi instead. He knew exactly what he was getting into when he coughed up the first petal. OR Ivan has hanahaki because of Till and there's no way to stop it. (Also on Ao3!) RANKINGS: #4 ivantill #5 alienstage #57 hanahaki #144 angst

Till has been abused and mistreated by his previous boyfriend, Luka (I love him, but he has to be annoying for the plot) When Ivan finds Till crying alone he looks after him and thus begins a safe relationship High school au Blood/gore sadism/Luka being a bitch angst?

Till realizes his feelings for Ivan and becomes desperate to hold on to any piece of him he can have. He begins indulging in his darker urges in spite of his growing guilt because he can't bring himself to confess. Ivan has already been playing the same game for years. Honestly, Till's an amateur in comparison... HEAVILY Inspired by the manga Stalker x Stalker by Kadiro Main story, COMPLETE Side stories, ongoing

COVER DRAWN BY ME Getting fired for supporting LGBT rights was definitely not on Till's bingo card for the year. One awkward meeting, one discriminatory boss, and suddenly he's unemployed, miserable, and questioning every life choice he's ever made. To cheer him up, his best friend Mizi drags him to a bar. Unfortunately, the bartender is annoying. He's smug. He's attractive. And for some reason, he keeps smiling at Till like they're sharing a joke nobody else understands. Even worse? He's exactly Till's type. As if unemployment wasn't already stressful enough.

"What do you want?" Till asked, his eyes down and glued to his notebook, his ashen locks falling over his forehead as he finished up a sketch of Mizi. A lot, Ivan concluded, his thoughts racing in his head. So much more than you would ever know. I want to hold you close and never let go. I want your touch; your love; your attention. I want to spend the rest of eternity, the tedium of time, with you-just so then I would have something to live and die for. I yearn for the lingering glances you couldn't possibly cast on me. I yearn for the fleeting touches that last only in my imagination. I want to be ruined by you. To be broken, wrecked, consumed completely by you, so you can put me back together with soft whispers and sweet nothings. But those were thoughts that belonged in the darkest hours of night; kept in the quiet confines of Ivan's room, where he would gaze out his window, only the faraway stars to keep him company. And he knew better than to speak his mind. "Draw me." ______ cover art is not mine‼ i found it on pinterest and i unfortunately cannot find the original creator ;-;

Ivantill Jockemo AU//Angst + spicy//new chapter every 2/3 days unless busy Till and Ivan haven't spoken in years. They used to be inseparable. Then everything fell apart. Now they're stuck in the same school, carrying old wounds neither of them knows how to heal. Till is trying to survive rumors, bullying, and the exhausting reality of being someone the world refuses to understand. Ivan is trying to pretend he's okay. He's not. Between secret messages, late-night calls, near disasters, accidental kisses, and feelings neither of them are ready to name, the two slowly find their way back to each other. The problem? Everyone else figured out they're in love long before they did. A slow-burn IvanTill story about second chances, identity, healing, and two idiots who keep accidentally acting like a married couple while insisting they're "just friends."

Inseparable since they were kids, Ivan and Till enter their final year of high school with a bond built on quiet devotion and fierce protection. Everything changes when Till's mother is suddenly hospitalized, shattering his stability and forcing him to lean on Ivan in ways he never expected. As they face the weight of illness and the pressures of school, their relationship builds as they face many serious issues in school, shifting from childhood friendship into a deep, essential dependency. Luka, the delinquent. Acorn the unreadable nice guy. Through the highs and lows of their senior year, they realize that they are each other's greatest anchor.

Ivan and Till have been best friends since childhood - inseparable, loyal, and seemingly unbreakable. But when they enter college together, the cracks in their bond begin to show. Ivan has harbored a deep, unspoken crush on Till for years, a quiet obsession that only intensifies as they grow older. Till, on the other hand, has these unfamiliar feeling. He doesn't even know what he feels anymore. While Ivan clings to their shared history and the illusion of something more, Till remains blissfully unaware or willfully ignorant, using Ivan's devotion as emotional support without realizing (or admitting) the damage it causes. Their friendship slowly turns toxic: full of emotional manipulation, guilt, dependency, and unbalanced love. Ivan can't let go, and Till can't give what Ivan needs. Eventually, the truth spills out - Ivan confesses. What follows is silence, distance, and a heartbreaking experience. Will they find love for one another? COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X This story is my idea, please don't steal from it.

Heavy themes, like rape, violence and mentions of suicide are included, continue at your own risk. This is more of a filler story to highlight the other two couples. It's still filled with my boys Ivan and Till, but they are not the one's really struggling in this story. After two weeks suspended from school, Ivan returns to campus with Till at his side-the boy who once felt untouchable, now his boyfriend, his peace, his anchor. Their love, born in the chaos of heartbreak and healing, is finally real. But peace never lasts for long. A new roommate throws everything off-balance: Acorn-cold, unreadable, and dangerous. From the moment he steps into their dorm, cigarette smoke and secrets fill the air. Ivan senses something sinister. Till remembers something darker. And Luka-the king, now a fractured man is trying to keep those around safe. Especially Hyuna. But love, real love, doesn't back down. Not even when the past returns with blood on its hands. [This story will contain smut.] [COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X] This story is my idea, please don't steal from it.

Written with whatever knowledge I have- WARNING: Is going to be shit