After moving back to his hometown for senior year, Till hopes for a fresh start. Instead, he's drawn to Ivan-a charming classmate who seems determined to stay by his side. As unsettling events begin to surround him and forgotten memories slowly resurface, Till realizes his connection to Ivan runs far deeper than either of them first admits. Forgotten is a romance about lost memories, first love, obsession, and the terrifying secrets the past refuses to leave behind.

a most likely ooc ivantill fanfiction based on the anime and kdrama Cherry Magic! Thirty Years of Virginity Can Make You a Wizard?! with some small tweaks. the events of the main story videos haven't happened. no one is dead. ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ ♡ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ·͙*̩̩͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩̥͙·̩̩̥͙*̩̩̥͙˚̩̥̩̥*̩̩͙‧͙ °̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥ ♡ ‧̍̊·̊‧̥°̩̥˚̩̩̥͙°̩̥‧̥·̊‧̍̊ "won't you look at me? i dream of it." after yet another unsuccessful attempt at courting his close friend and classmate, till spends yet another birthday single (and bitter). with nothing more than his friends to cheer him up, he falls asleep that night with his heart heavy and mind clouded. however, he soon comes to miss the usual silence of his own thoughts after he wakes up the next day and realizes he can hear what everyone around him is thinking.

After successfully escaping with Till and seeing the meteors in the night sky, he didn't want to go back, he could finally be free, they could finally be free. Or at least he thought so. He never imagined Till would give up everything to save Mizi instead. He knew exactly what he was getting into when he coughed up the first petal. OR Ivan has hanahaki because of Till and there's no way to stop it. (Also on Ao3!) RANKINGS: #4 ivantill #5 alienstage #57 hanahaki #144 angst

Till has been abused and mistreated by his previous boyfriend, Luka (I love him, but he has to be annoying for the plot) When Ivan finds Till crying alone he looks after him and thus begins a safe relationship High school au Blood/gore sadism/Luka being a bitch angst?

Till realizes his feelings for Ivan and becomes desperate to hold on to any piece of him he can have. He begins indulging in his darker urges in spite of his growing guilt because he can't bring himself to confess. Ivan has already been playing the same game for years. Honestly, Till's an amateur in comparison... HEAVILY Inspired by the manga Stalker x Stalker by Kadiro Main story, COMPLETE Side stories, ongoing

COVER DRAWN BY ME // CURRENTLY UNDER REWRITING// SPICY + ANGST! Getting fired for supporting LGBT rights was definitely not on Till's bingo card for the year. One awkward meeting, one discriminatory boss, and suddenly he's unemployed, miserable, and questioning every life choice he's ever made. To cheer him up, his best friend Mizi drags him to a bar. Unfortunately, the bartender is annoying. He's smug. He's attractive. And for some reason, he keeps smiling at Till like they're sharing a joke nobody else understands. Even worse? He's exactly Till's type. As if unemployment wasn't already stressful enough.

"What do you want?" Till asked, his eyes down and glued to his notebook, his ashen locks falling over his forehead as he finished up a sketch of Mizi. A lot, Ivan concluded, his thoughts racing in his head. So much more than you would ever know. I want to hold you close and never let go. I want your touch; your love; your attention. I want to spend the rest of eternity, the tedium of time, with you-just so then I would have something to live and die for. I yearn for the lingering glances you couldn't possibly cast on me. I yearn for the fleeting touches that last only in my imagination. I want to be ruined by you. To be broken, wrecked, consumed completely by you, so you can put me back together with soft whispers and sweet nothings. But those were thoughts that belonged in the darkest hours of night; kept in the quiet confines of Ivan's room, where he would gaze out his window, only the faraway stars to keep him company. And he knew better than to speak his mind. "Draw me." ______ cover art is not mine‼ i found it on pinterest and i unfortunately cannot find the original creator ;-;

Ivantill Jockemo AU//Angst + spicy//new chapter every 2/3 days unless busy Till and Ivan haven't spoken in years. They used to be inseparable. Then everything fell apart. Now they're stuck in the same school, carrying old wounds neither of them knows how to heal. Till is trying to survive rumors, bullying, and the exhausting reality of being someone the world refuses to understand. Ivan is trying to pretend he's okay. He's not. Between secret messages, late-night calls, near disasters, accidental kisses, and feelings neither of them are ready to name, the two slowly find their way back to each other. The problem? Everyone else figured out they're in love long before they did. A slow-burn IvanTill story about second chances, identity, healing, and two idiots who keep accidentally acting like a married couple while insisting they're "just friends."

Inseparable since they were kids, Ivan and Till enter their final year of high school with a bond built on quiet devotion and fierce protection. Everything changes when Till's mother is suddenly hospitalized, shattering his stability and forcing him to lean on Ivan in ways he never expected. As they face the weight of illness and the pressures of school, their relationship builds as they face many serious issues in school, shifting from childhood friendship into a deep, essential dependency. Luka, the delinquent. Acorn the unreadable nice guy. Through the highs and lows of their senior year, they realize that they are each other's greatest anchor.

Ivan and Till have been best friends since childhood - inseparable, loyal, and seemingly unbreakable. But when they enter college together, the cracks in their bond begin to show. Ivan has harbored a deep, unspoken crush on Till for years, a quiet obsession that only intensifies as they grow older. Till, on the other hand, has these unfamiliar feeling. He doesn't even know what he feels anymore. While Ivan clings to their shared history and the illusion of something more, Till remains blissfully unaware or willfully ignorant, using Ivan's devotion as emotional support without realizing (or admitting) the damage it causes. Their friendship slowly turns toxic: full of emotional manipulation, guilt, dependency, and unbalanced love. Ivan can't let go, and Till can't give what Ivan needs. Eventually, the truth spills out - Ivan confesses. What follows is silence, distance, and a heartbreaking experience. Will they find love for one another? COVER ART CREDIT: @lucidkana on X This story is my idea, please don't steal from it.