Yeosang and Wooyoung has been friends since they can remember. Yeosang loves his best friend so much and would do anything to keep the friendship lasts. But when their agency offered him a lot of money to keep his distance from Wooyoung and San, he ended up accepting the deal for the sake of his mother. Without knowing the deal will be the beginning of his miserable fate. At the end, will it stay 8 makes 1 team or Yeosang will leave the group voluntarily? P/S: Just a fan-fiction.

the title is the story

[COMPLETED] "that's not a happy story." "Well, I don't live a happy life." --------- a yeonbin au in which a dark and depressed yeonjun meets a happy and bright soobin. -contains mentions of suicide, eating disorders and blood. angsty. read at your own risk.

How do you live, when nobody wants you to live? How do you see yourself in the mirror when what you see is what they want you to see? How do you think if you can no longer differentiate between your thoughts and their opinions? Or, Lucas starts getting a lot of hate and starts spiralling down an unhealthy cycle of self-hatred, but NCT is there to help. ⚠️ Trigger warning ⚠️ It includes mentions of blood, self-harm, eating disorders, anxiety attacks and calorie counting so please if any of these topics are triggering for you do not read this ( '･･)ﾉ(._.')