The Black Rose Season written by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ around 2008. I am only posting as these are so hard to find and someone may want to read. I have a lot of them saved from wayyy back in the day, found them on a very very old laptop and managed to transfer them over, wanted to share as they are virtually impossible to find easily. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES

In Case The Scene Gets Nasty by zarah5 and softlyforgotten (live journal) Brendon/Ryan 90,571 words. NC-17 Better to take the long way home than not to arrive at all. A high school AU.

ALL CREDITS GO TO "fullcollapse" on livejournal for this absolutely beautiful story. Mostly AU, high school age setting. With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay. Rating: R. Word count: 200,000+

Title: The Impossible Is Possible [1/30] Author: peopleexisting on LJ (ALL CREDITS TO THIS STORY GO TO THIS AUTHOR!) Rating: R/NC-17 (overall) Pairing: Ryden, some Joncer. POV: Third, Brendon’s. Summary: AU. Brendon switches high schools to get away from the pressures of bullying, but he finds that his new school isn’t all that better. Not to mention that he’s soon thrown into the turbulent world of a violent, disturbed boy, named Ryan Ross. Disclaimer: Not true, et cetera. Author Notes: This story is dedicated to my best friend, Nick, who has ADHD himself and so inspired (and helped) me a lot with Brendon’s character in this.

Iron, Neon Lights & Weed written by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ around 2008. I am only posting as these are so hard to find and someone may want to read. I have a lot of them saved from wayyy back in the day, found them on a very very old laptop and managed to transfer them over, wanted to share as they are virtually impossible to find easily. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES

Author: repulsive_x on Livejournal. ALL CREDITS FOR THIS WONDERFUL STORY GO TO THIS AUTHOR! Rating: NC-17 POV: 1st, Brendon’s Summary: Brendon develops a little crush on the pastor’s son.

The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.

The Heart Rate of a Mouse was one of many beautifully written fanfictions (in Ryan's pov, too) by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ in around 2008-10. They are so hard to find, excluding THROAM, which can also be found on ao3. I have a lot of them saved and I know people want to read them.. so here. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES.