"See that's my down bitch, see that's my solider, she keeps that thang thang if anyone goes there." - Autumn Moore and Cesar Mendoza were best friends since they were three. She was the quiet, sweet, head's in the clouds type of girl. He set off on being an influencer, he was the loud, out-going, nonchalant type of boy. Autumn stuck through everything most people wouldn't when they had a crush on their best friend of 14 years, she stuck through all his girlfriends, crushes, his stupid decisions, his content creating. Though, she wanted to remain anonymous and never be mentioned at all. Cesar respected that. He also stuck through her music career and her goal of becoming a singer. They stuck by each other's sides through everything even when things began to get complicated. It used to be him & her but now what are they? ~Cesar Mendoza x Fem OC ~Slow Burn ~3 ACTS

"You drew stars around my scars." - Noelani Hadley was a small ray of sunshine, able to light up a room by just walking in. She's the sweet, perfect, flawless girl all the boys, even the girls wanted. Expect her world isn't all sunshine and rainbows, she's dealing with dark gloomy clouds in the inside. Dealing with silent battles everyday, covering her arms with long sleeves and makeup, going to the bathroom after every meal, emptying the food out of her. She hides it well with her bright personality. But one day, her family packs up all their things and move from Hawaii to Ireland after her sister, Malia, passed away in a car crash, for a fresh start. Johnny Kavanagh was the golden boy, focusing his life to rugby, pushing himself to be a future rugby star, no time for distractions, especially girls. When Noelani & Johnny cross paths, things change for the two, unspoken words, unfamiliar feelings, healing wounds and the final puzzle piece the two were missing. ~ Binding 13 fanfic ~ Johnny Kavanagh x Fem OC

"Feels like we have matching wounds but mine's still black and bruised and yours is perfectly fine." - Maeve Kavanagh was a mystery people fail to solve, she's a safe with many deep secrets she kept. One of them happened to change everything for the Kavanagh family. Maeve becoming pregnant with a toddler at fifteen. She used to be loud, outgoing, sarcastic, now's she more calmer, the fire simmering down to a light spark as she tries to cope with the trauma that lingers from that night, the result was her daughter. Joey Lynch was a firecracker ready to go off any moment, he was just trying to survive while protecting his siblings and keeping his cracking family from falling apart. He resorts to drugs to numb and calm the storm inside of him. Both trauma bounded people finding silent comfort in each other, it's messy, not perfect but it's them. Both trying to fight very different silent battles but they both share matching wounds that are failed to be repaired. But maybe they can both heal together. ~Binding 13 fanfic ~Joey Lynch x OC

'I Exist' is a diary full of poems about my life and for you guys to know you are not alone in everyday struggles that may seem small but are important. DISCLAIMER: Please note that all of these poems are raw, real, blunt, and straightforward. This may be triggering for some people! This is your warning! Please proceed with caution and an open-mind.

Aoife Fernsby was a track runner with a trauma load past that she used running as an escape but will that stop her past from coming back to haunt her...? Tim Bradford was just one of the those strict hard-ass T.Os and he would have never thought when his rookie, Lucy Chen, invited him to a track race to support her roommate who he had no idea would change his outlook on life. - Tim Bradford X Fem OC Slow Burn The Rookie Fanfic Achievements: #2 in Runner