𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒚 𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒕, 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝑰'𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆

this cage was once just fine am i allowed to cry? // Sequel to sad, beautiful, tragic If you have not read sad, beautiful, tragic first please go do that first or else this book won't make sense! This book will also contain spoilers for sad, beautiful, tragic so please make sure you've finished that one fully before moving on to this one! ~ Julien Baker AU. This story may contain graphic depictions of sensitive topics such as, but not limited to; anxiety, depression, PTSD, other mental illness, panic attacks, verbal abuse, physical abuse, sexual assault, self harm, severe trauma, physical disabilities, gun violence etc... Please proceed with caution!!

You ask for Ellie Williams core Julien Baker and I deliver. Alternate Universe post-apocalyptic story. Think The Walking Dead meets The Last of Us meets Zero Horizon Dawn. ~ The robots were never designed to take over every function, just your basic ones. Specifically engineered devices meant to serve only the 1% that could afford them. They were never meant to be accessible. But when creating any technological advancement you need to think of updates, enhancements, anything to keep the cash flow running. It was the picture perfect definition of how greed corrupts all. At some point they went too far, and they became too sentient. Fused together to get bigger, larger than life, take over entire corporations, cities, completely and totally dismantle the government as it was. When fused together each device developed its own type of venom. When infected it lead to complete and total organ failure, hardening your insides, twisting your DNA until you're just like one of them. Julien Rose Baker was left for dead originally, broken down into nothing during a takeover but not enough to completely infected. She was nearly lifeless whenever a leader of a growing community found her. Fast forward through recovery and years of training and now she's probably the most ruthless second-in-command. Incapacitating every device she comes across, every other cyborg they created, and destroying each and every hard drive plucked from their metal minds. Aurora was previously a med student headed to be the most promising resident in Southern California, before the takeover. Now she spends most of her time on the run amongst the desolated state searching for a cure. Amongst the communities she is highly sought after, hunted, to put it as bluntly as possible so they can take most of research for their own use. Despite the amount of people on the lookout for her though she has never managed to be found. Until Julien finds her.

After attending The Tour, Reese Piroe discovers a deep attraction to one Lucy Dacus. So, after going home that night, her friends convince her to shoot her shot. Four days later, she responds , placing the ball back in Reese's court. But how do you fall in love on tour?

When Scarlett's family figures out that she likes girls, her entire life explodes. Wanting to "fix" her they send her to a Catholic boarding school for her last year of high school. There, she meets 3 girls that will forever change her life for the better. A Boygenius x OC story. TW- this story contains conversion therapy and homophobia

┌───── ⋆⋅✦⋅⋆ ─────┐ "𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍𝒔 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆." "𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒆." "𝑺𝒐 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒎𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒚 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖?" "𝒀𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒅𝒓𝒖𝒏𝒌 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚." "𝑰'𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒐𝒃𝒆𝒓." └───── ⋆⋅✦⋅⋆ ─────┘ ❛ 𝘑𝘶𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘯 𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘳 𝘹 𝘖𝘊 𝘢𝘶 ❜

[AU] Julien Baker x (Fem) O.C. Fic. ***Major story TRIGGER WARNINGS: Self-Harm, Suicide, Substance Use, Sexual Assault, Violence, Homophobia, etc... (in depth warnings will be presented at the beginning of each chapter.)*** Lilia had attempted to end her life for the first time, back in January. Let's fast forward to May, after going through many hospitals, psych wards, therapies--she is finally ready to enter the last step of her recovery: Partial Hospitalization. In this program, she'll prepare herself for returning back to a normal lifestyle and hopefully come out stronger than ever. But, what happens when she meets the lowkey-rockstar Julien Baker in her group? First, don't get too excited--Lilia has a high-school sweetheart boyfriend of six years... but is he really satisfying her and her needs? And shouldn't she be putting her recovery in front of her relationships? It's a confusing time for Lilia, and Julien is NOT making it any easier... c'mon, use those learned coping skills! [Do not expect this story to be professionally written. Expect writing mistakes, as I only write for fun and to fuel my fellow jb-obsessed girls, gays, and theys!]

Addiction is everlasting. There's no end, there's no reprieve. There is no getting better. You fail and you fall and you remake mistakes. But you're stronger for it. Being an addict doesn't mean you're weak, you're only weak if you let it make you as much. All you can do is fight, learn, be stronger from it. Find new addictions in better things, find addiction in love, in exercise, in poetry. Find a new addiction in being better. I had to take it into my own hands guys, there are ZERO phobe fanfics out there and if they are then GIVE ME THEM. Anyway, please enjoy what I intend to be a heartbreakingly gay love story. phoebe x fem!reader

~vessel of brightness, come make me blind~ - Lydia Noelle was a violin virtuoso. A friend of Lucy's from a few tours in the past, though she neglected to tell her about the massive venue upgrade whenever she did enlist her help to fill in some of the violin parts for Boygenius's latest tour. The first time she had seen Julien Baker was Brooklyn Steel 2018, where she had half the amount of tattoos and and over double the level of nihilistic traits. The last time she had seen Julien Baker she had left her crying on New Years. Now Julien is fresh out of a three year relationship with love being the very last thing on her mind. She swore off of it whenever she hit a tipping point with her addiction, not to mention a shittily drawn hand of mental health issues as well. The only thing she needed to focus on was her recovery. Recovery and music. What if Lydia is both of those things wrapped into one though? ~ A hallmark-esque second chance romance told in a combo of flashbacks and present day.

~some things you just can't speak about.~ // hazel eloise finley's old english and frankly quite pretentious name was never released to public whenever she survived the shooting at her high school. not even after the paramedics took her away with a severe bullet wound to the calf or even whenever she drug and hopped herself outside for medical attention afterwards either. only known as the jane doe that survived a school shooting, and the years of physical therapy, permanent nerve damage and chronic pain proved to be the least of her worries. it took years of therapy, hospitalizations, and prescriptions for her to even feel ready to start college after high school. and whenever she did, much like her name, she was determined to bury it. despite the trauma she went on to become one of the most gifted music majors enrolled at the prestigious university in Nashville, TN, an honors student, a residential advisor, and slowly making her way to the student council someday. Though just coming into her sophomore year, a heavily tattooed literature major transfers into the room across from hers that throws everything off track. Julien Rose Baker infuriated her at first, not only because her friends and roommates were loud and obnoxious and stayed up all hours of the night playing loud music and probably doing anything but studying, but because she was better than her, in every sense of the word. sight reading music without missing a beat or a note, shredding her guitar in nearly every practice room, leaving most professors in awe of her vocal range, and not to mention the writings of hers read during some of the english classes the two shared. it was jealousy at its finest. though whenever an unexpected turn of events leaves hazel almost having no choice but to be vulnerable, something else besides avoiding her dorm neighbor might turn into something else. ~ TW for gun violence, ptsd, anxiety, depression, etc...