Jisung knows his time is limited. He's made peace with it. With endings. With silence. So he looks for beauty where he can- in quiet mornings, in cute bunnies crossing the streets, in simply being alive. High School is cruel. The bullying is expected. What he doesn't expect... is the boy who hurts him to be the one who makes him want to stay. And maybe... just maybe- Cancer does have it's perks. You won't know... unless you read. [credits for the title to a taekook writer, the story is my own but the title idea came from that ff- although i think it's unpublished- not sure.] TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG

Lee Minho has always been there. From scraped knees and shared secrets to late nights that blurred into morning, Jisung never had to question where Minho stood in his life. He was constant. Familiar. Safe. Minho was his. At least that's what Jisung thought. Until someone else starts standing a little too close. Laughing a little too easily. Looking at Minho in ways Jisung doesn't understand but hates anyway. And suddenly, everything feels different. Minho isn't just his anymore. Or maybe... he never was. As the lines between friendship and something deeper begin to blur, Jisung is forced to confront a truth he's been avoiding his entire life. Maybe this isn't jealousy. Maybe it's something worse. Because loving Minho was never part of the plan. And losing him? That was never supposed to be possible. Some people fall in love. Others realize they've been in it all along. 🖤

Minho's smile is something that everyone likes to see. But why is Jisung the first one to realise that it's fake? The title is cringe, but it's my first story😭 Bxb content Warnings: Swearing, abuse, sh, bxb content, smut, homophobia, sa started: 2022.03.14 finished: - #1 in minsung 2023.05.18 #1 in minho 2023.05.18 #1 in straykidsjisung 2023.05.12 #1 in straykidsminho 2023.05.17 #1 in tophan 2023.05.27 #3 in Felix 2022.12.11 #3 in warmwintercontest 2023.04.20 #5 in skz 2022.11.14.

Having a classified secret, Jisung tries to live, what he calls a "normal" life by working his ass off, acting like a typical broke college student. Minho, who has everything in his hands, has people head over heels for him. Even though he can get anything with a swipe of a card, he can't buy that adrenaline feeling he craves for. Without a second thought, he joined the mafia for fun. What will happen when these two meet? [mafia au] ***this the first story so may or may not be cringy, idek*** Started: 01/12/2021 Finished: 04/01/2021 Rankings: #1 in boyxboy 210503 #1 in skz 211804 #1 in minsung 230211 ***NO TRANSLATIONS***

" He is just a sick boy " I don't want to admit but I care for him. He is so innocent. 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘀𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗱 !

Just wanted you to Stay Away from me. But then, why couldn't I do the same? ♡ "Sorry about the blood, yeah?"

Knock knock. Why be a cock block? Be like Jisung. Unlock the power to cockblock yourself. It has a 100% success rate, it'll leave you in shock. Or: Jisung is a complete and utter fool for the man behind the counter at his local cat cafe, Lee Minho. Somehow it ends with Minho being his tutor.

The scars around Minho's wrist? They're just from fighting. Or at least that's what everyone assumes. Jisung, on the other hand, has a feeling there's a darker backstory to it than what everyone says and he's determined to find out. In which Minho is known to be the cold hearted gang member, but that all changes when he has to sit next to Jisung in class. - *the scars are NOT from self harm* DO NOT SKIP THE INTRO CHAPTER. Read it, it has the TWs and other important info needed.

BLACK LIVES MATTER ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕋 𝕆𝔽 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂ𝕃𝕀ℂℍÉ 𝕊𝔼ℝ𝕀𝔼𝕊 ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕖 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕞𝕖𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕚𝕥 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕 𝕓𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕖; 𝕥𝕠 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕤𝕦𝕣𝕖 𝕙𝕚𝕞 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕥𝕦𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕝 𝕟𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕘𝕠𝕖𝕤 𝕠𝕟 𝕗𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣. 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕞𝕒𝕪𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕖 𝕨𝕠𝕦𝕝𝕕𝕟'𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕥𝕠 𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕧𝕖𝕝 𝕚𝕥 𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕟𝕖. Lee Minho cannot remember the last time he felt loved. Ostracized at school, ignored at home... it does not help the internal struggle he fights day in and day out, and the heavy feelings that cloud his heart. Sometimes he thinks it would be better to just give up, to let the darkness swallow him whole. But then he meets Han Jisung, his brother's best friend -- and he finds a little light. ~#~#~#~#~#~ ℍ𝕀𝔾ℍ𝕊ℂℍ𝕆𝕆𝕝!𝔸𝕌 ~#~#~#~#~#~ {2018/09/16} - {2019/02/28} HIGHEST RANKING: #1 in straykids {2019/02/06} WORD COUNT: 64,662 ~#~#~#~#~#~ WARNING! Mentions of depression, self-harm/suicide and homophobia

Jisung has everything the world can offer, but when he sees Minho-a cold, distant boy from the other side of the tracks, smoking by the border-he can't look away. Minho doesn't care about him, not rude but detached, existing in a world Jisung can't reach. Despite their vast differences, Jisung can't help but sit by him, drawn to the mystery of a boy he can never have. Their connection is forbidden, their worlds too far apart, but Jisung can't stop trying to cross the divide. TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG